When they find you dead on the street
You're gonna have a smile on your face
Because you surrendered to love
And died without regrets

You wanted her
Now you are hurting
Her words, each a razor sharp cut
Killed your dream within minutes
With nothing to say
You stood and watched the slaughter
Just pain, all ****** up
Vomiting sliced up parts of your dream on the street
As you saw her walk away

The songs we listened to on the beach
Remind me of you each time
I can't listen to them anymore without you
If we heard all the songs ever made together
I would have no music without you
Surely that would be my end

Where did it go?
She took it with her
You let her go
Because you were a coward
But now
You yearn the taste of blood

Never forget
God answered you
All He wants in return
Is to obey His commands
To walk on the path He has laid for you
You are the son of God now
Alive only because He commands it

There is nothing left but to run
Towards your end, as fast as you can
Wave to a few people on the way
They wave and smile but don't know what you did
Don't know who you are

To them you are just a runner
You feel no pain
They wonder how you can do it
Maybe you already died
Because you wished you died, you wished it so many times

That now you have been running for infinity
Running after your death towards an end that will never arrive

Build a machine to destroy the world
Because it hurts
You don’t know how to fix the pain
The one in you and the one you made
Better to make the terminator
Because that’s how you roll

Do what is right
do what needs to be done
then you die with a smile

For years I numbed myself
With drugs again and again
While watching you with another man
Not accepting the truth
Not trying to win you
Just numbing
In my numbness my fight for you came out toxic
You hated me even more
And I became more numb

You wanna be normal
Fit in and be happy
Have a family photo on the wall
Love in your life
But you can’t
Because ******* up the ***** comes first

You were always a killer
But lived in fear of yourself
Doubted yourself for years
Now that you have seen the truth of the world
You can be yourself
**** in silence
With a smile
With kind words
With slow movement
No one will ever know
That you are the killer

Someone you loved
They broke you
In turn you broke me
But I still love you
Forever
One has to pay the price
Of hurting
Destroying
The pure and innocent
For my gem I promise
To end the one who broke you

You're gonna ****
You were once kind and loving
But now you see what they did
You see their truth
They hurt your true love
You're gonna ****
Without fail
You're gonna ****
Quietly when no one is watching

Everyday and every night
You stick to your purpose
To drown out the loneliness
When the night arrives
You can’t sleep
Because **** is all ****** up

In your sleepless night
It seems hopeless
Fear and vice come crawling
You want to **** yourself
Then you remember
God is with you
He got you this far
He is listening and watching
He decides your death
But you decide if you die a coward
Or as the Hand of God

There is still time
Still hope
You are still alive
Don't drown in your regret
Live forward forcefully
With conviction, courage, purpose
And most of all
Obey Commands of God

You will never be happy again
Never love again
But you can be brave
Live and die with courage
In the service of God

The anger calls you
The feelings of that day
The regret and guilt
You feel the fire rising
"Why did you let it happen?"
You want to destroy again
Then you remember
Your promise to yourself
Your oath to God
To never go back to the hate
You will never hate again

Cowards turn to other men for help
The Hero of the world only needs God
He feels no joy, no pain, no fear, no guilt, no regret
Only the Love of God
Shines through him to save the world

She just wanted your love
To live her happy dream with you
But you rejected her love
You abandoned your father and mother
Until you were alone
In total darkness
God spoke to you
He commanded you
The path forward is clear now
God commands you to love

You don’t have to be sad
That was Before
Now
You are brave
Alive only
Because God wants you to live and love

You were so broken
You couldn't even see that she loved you
Now that God has shown you the light
At least you will die knowing the truth

Never again will you be afraid
Never again will you forget
That it is only God who gives
and only God who takes

You will be brave
You will love
You will obey God

They have money
They have million followers
An army of engineers
Unlimited capital
But you only have God
One prayer at a time

They want women
They chase money
They worship status
But you just want love
Family and children
Horses to ride
Mountains to view

Don't cry
Don't run to mother and father
Don't beg the world
Be brave
Recite these words
"Help me God"

You have gone too far
Spent all the money
Passed up all the offers
You are in it now
You're living the dream
You are true at last
Walking the Path God meant for you
There is no return
There is no end
You will only transcend
Your dream will lead you to God's Door