Someone you loved
They broke you
In turn you broke me
But I still love you
Forever
One has to pay the price
Of hurting
Destroying
The pure and innocent
For my gem I promise
To end the one who broke you

Where did it go?
She took it with her
You let her go
Because you were a coward
But now
You yearn the taste of blood

Build a machine to destroy the world
Because it hurts
You don’t know how to fix the pain
The one in you and the one you made
Better to make the terminator
Because that’s how you roll

Do what is right
do what needs to be done
then you die with a smile

You were always a killer
But lived in fear of yourself
Doubted yourself for years
Now that you have seen the truth of the world
You can be yourself
**** in silence
With a smile
With kind words
With slow movement
No one will ever know
That you are the killer

You wanna be normal
Fit in and be happy
Have a family photo on the wall
Love in your life
But you can’t
Because ******* up the ***** comes first

Everyday and every night
You stick to your purpose
To drown out the loneliness
When the night arrives
You can’t sleep
Because **** is all ****** up

For years I numbed myself
With drugs again and again
While watching you with another man
Not accepting the truth
Not trying to win you
Just numbing
In my numbness my fight for you came out toxic
You hated me even more
And I became more numb

You're gonna ****
You were once kind and loving
But now you see what they did
You see their truth
They hurt your true love
You're gonna ****
Without fail
You're gonna ****
Quietly when no one is watching

You will never be happy again
Never love again
But you can be brave
Live and die with courage
In the service of God