Everyone has to die
I’m just glad I’ll die without regrets

Only the brave are capable of caring
The coward cares only for himself
Living in fear behind a wall of lies
Fooling the world and himself

The brave speak and do from the heart
They know that in the end everyone must die

The brave lives for love
And the coward lives for money

There is nothing left but to run
Towards your end, as fast as you can
Wave to a few people on the way
They wave and smile but don't know what you did
Don't know who you are

To them you are just a runner
You feel no pain
They wonder how you can do it
Maybe you already died
Because you wished you died, you wished it so many times

That now you have been running for infinity
Running after your death towards an end that will never arrive

You were once a coward
Living in fear of the beast

And now
You have become the beastrider

You took on the beast inside you

And by doing so

You became the hero of the world

The world sees you as a champion

But you know better

You know what you are

You know what you did

There is no going back

There is only hero now

Fighting the fear inside you

Failing over and over again

Until you have no fear of failure

No fear of dying

So you can become the ideal waiting at the end of your life

Because you mean so much to me

I couldn't stand what I did to you
I couldn't sleep
I couldn't live
I couldn't eat

And so I killed myself

Now I'm a killer
I feel nothing

I am the destroyer
The fighter ready to repel his end

Because you mean so much to me
I ended the coward

You were waiting for your end

Listening to the knocks on your door

Now they have broken the gate

Love has made it way in

And brought the world with it

Where will you run to now?

Will it be the same again?
What will I do to you?

I can't answer this

Toss me back and forth for now

A simple life with a simple purpose

Keeps me away from destroying

Back and forth
From one end of the pool to the other
Pointless to stop
As you lap away

Back and forth
Between a love gone wrong
Between two fighters still in love

You are my light
My ping pong child

What broke you
is the same that made you

The knife that cut you
Also cut the hedges blocking your view

Bleeding and on the verge of your end
The light showed you a way

And so pick up the knife that will end you
To cut out the future from today

No one can hear your cries
Stop the whining of loneliness
Stop sharing your painful feelings

Killing is all you can do
**** the lover and become a winner

The weak run to love for cover
And are consumed and ended by it

Stop your crying
Prepare for the ****

The truest love, most dear to you
The feelings when you imagine their smile
When you remember their words
Are too special to be spoken
Can never be shared with anyone
Because what would happen if you did?
What would happen if it turned out to be a lie?

You can never be mended
This is the best it gets
You will always be broken
A ****** with a straight face
A heart that leaks everywhere
A body struggling to keep with the mind

With a smile on your face
You pretend it's alright
The world believes
Until the memory of her arrives
To remind your broken existence again

The world beat him
kicked him on the streets
Not even a chance to get back
Not a chance to even say a word

She watched
She smiled
Wipe that smirk off him!
Let's end him!

Thrown into the sea by the people he loved
Tossed around by the great waves
Struggling for a breathe
At last he reaches ashore

Give me all your work!
He yells to the world
I am the destroyer of worlds
The survivor of death
I will be your man

And so the hero awakens

I wait, wait for you to say anything
So I can remind you of what you did
Ask you how you feel about it
If you enjoyed killing me
If you bathed in my blood
Celebrated my end

Love escapes you
As you desire it

When the solitude has all but killed you
Love knocks on the door

Breathes a little life into you
And then gone again

No one loves you
No one wants you
Where do you go now?
Maybe a place with a different language

There was love once
But it seems so distant

In this place love died
Lovers who came here all died
And now it's your turn

When I kissed you
at first you pulled away

I leaned some more
Before you could pull away again

And I felt your shyness enter me
Take control of me
Saying this is a love so pure
The sound of which you made
Upon our first touch

i saw you on monday

we spoke on tuesday

we laughed on wednesday

on thursday i wondered about you

on friday i missed you

in a speechless distant way

until we kissed on saturday

and we were each others again

When the end comes

It will take my body away

But the soul I have hidden

In the love of your shyness

To die with the end of your love

I once wrote poems about you

And imagined a possibility

That became real when I held you

And the beauty of your shyness

Spoke of love to me

Would you still want me?
If I ruined your skin with my bites
Spoiled your face with my tongue and lips

You would need a new lotion
To wash my love off you
For moments when you hate me

Your life's stability may be shaken
I may bite harder and kiss where you are shyest
You would make the sweetest sounds

I would capture that moment of pure love
And remember our promises of someday

I kissed you the first time
Like it was the last

Each time my lips touch yours
And kiss your face everywhere
A love so sweet I may never see again

And so I love you
Like it's the last time

where did you find love?
what is the meaning of it?
how did you give yourself away?
and manage not to be hurt anyway

was it in the jungle?
under the green palms
kissing in the rays of light
sleeping in the romance of the night

did the rivers bring it to you?
in the colors of its waters
which praise the reflections so pure
like the lover's touch, a feeling so sure

Tossed and thrown onto its shores,
the sea of love abandoned him for dry,
taking with her his hunger and senses,

Wanting not to remember,
he looked up at the world and begged

'Give me all your work,
I will be your man,
Your unbreakable rock,
Your maker and destroyer of worlds'

slide the edge and swish...
there goes the sprouting thread,
red, thin, settled as spots
on my denim not so blue now
on my arms of fainting red,
soon to be white lifless meat
to serve the waiting wild beast

I missed you in the summer evening
I waited for the face of the moon
Wondering if it would be yours
If she would give me a direction

Then I remembered you had sent me away
To never be in love again
To a place of no touch
Except for your love that will return myself to me