You were once a coward
Living in fear of the beast

And now
You have become the beastrider

You took on the beast inside you

And by doing so

You became the hero of the world

The world sees you as a champion

But you know better

You know what you are

You know what you did

There is no going back

There is only hero now

Fighting the fear inside you

Failing over and over again

Until you have no fear of failure

No fear of dying

So you can become the ideal waiting at the end of your life

Because you mean so much to me

I couldn't stand what I did to you
I couldn't sleep
I couldn't live
I couldn't eat

And so I killed myself

Now I'm a killer
I feel nothing

I am the destroyer
The fighter ready to repel his end

Because you mean so much to me
I ended the coward

You were waiting for your end

Listening to the knocks on your door

Now they have broken the gate

Love has made it way in

And brought the world with it

Where will you run to now?

Will it be the same again?
What will I do to you?

I can't answer this

Toss me back and forth for now

A simple life with a simple purpose

Keeps me away from destroying

Back and forth
From one end of the pool to the other
Pointless to stop
As you lap away

Back and forth
Between a love gone wrong
Between two fighters still in love

You are my light
My ping pong child

What broke you
is the same that made you

The knife that cut you
Also cut the hedges blocking your view

Bleeding and on the verge of your end
The light showed you a way

And so pick up the knife that will end you
To cut out the future from today