Inside each one of us,
under the buried lies,
are a million hidden truths
And an unsung sacrifice.

The sacrifice to keep it all within,
the sacrifice much mocked.
But I fail to see the issue
With keeping it all locked.

It's safe and sound inside
with no one else to see
and no one else to judge,
My million hidden sanctities.

Why tell the world your secret
when it's only going to spread
and ****** away that little truth
that last bit of thread.

So, yes it's a façade,
and I have a million layers of complexities.
But in the end I'll find comfort
in my million hidden sanctities.

Cheers

Look where we are now
Heads bowed down
And eyes away
From glances that meant everything
And smiles that stayed

Look where you've brought us
To strangeness within
and with each other
And I know you well enough
To know you won't bother

But  I know you too well
To not know that you hate the feel
Of The sound of this silence
That's come in between

There's nothing else that can be done
Your words won't fix what's no longer there
But for something that's nothing
There's a lot hanging in the air

They're not words of anger
Or apology or hate or of choice
They're just words, however hollow
Because it's not the words, it's your voice

Just your voice to say
How you've been and how you've missed me
And wonder how we let go of something
Of such indisputable beauty

But this doesn't mean that it's going to be okay
This doesn't mean that our ending was just a
Break
This means that you and I,
Are just as hard to forget as we were to make

But funnily enough, something I thought so pure
Ended corrupt, and *****, messy
You put me on a high pedestal
And brought me down in a jiffy

You know, you did pull me down
But to a ground I needed to see
And look up and see that high horse
Was barely even reality.

So Cheers to the moments I felt were true
Cheers to the lost times that were yet to come
Cheers to the weak friends we were
Cheers to the strangers we've become

We've been a great story
A dramatic romantic comedy I'd say
There's been stolen kisses and long hugs
And some abysmal turbulence along the way

The only thing that kept us going
Was us trying to keep our sinking ship ashore
But don't you think it's been too long
Maybe it's time to not try anymore?

Maybe it's time we let go
And accept that this time we can't survive
We had a beautiful friendship
But it's always an explosion when two intensities collide

It's too much of a push and pull game
It's too much of myself I give away
It's too little of consistency
And too much time spent in dismay

You talk to me when it's convenient
I'm too much for you, you said
So I reduced myself to fit your dimensions
But I can't lose myself instead

So maybe we should just let it be this time
I'm too tired to try for us, and for you
So maybe it's time we don't try at all
Maybe it's time we actually see this through.