This is the world we live in
And I don't feel safe here
Scared to walk down the street in broad daylight
Hiding in fright
While people **** in pure spite

This is the world we live in
And I'm scared as hell
The bad guys are everywhere
And some of them wear uniforms
So who do I call when I'm hurt?

This is the world we live in
Where safety is unheard of
A terrorist attack is more likely
than a black man getting arrested calmly
And **** whistles are a necessity

This is the world we live in
And this world *scares me

I don't **** with no rumours
I know your the truth
Trusted everything you told me
Believe it all to be true
I ain't me without you
And that **** ain't nothing new
So i don't **** with know rumours
Won't believe what they say about you

I stopped creating
For a long time I didn't make anything
I wasn't writing
Singing
Dancing
Or Expressing
I was depressed
But didn't know it
Smiling through it
I lost myself
And that's scary
I lost my self
And didn't care for thinking
It was bliss
But a false paradise
Seriously
That struck fear inside my body
I'm stuck here trying to figure out
What's wrong with me

A poem a day keeps depression away
Self expression makes it all okay
Emotions aren't that scary
When you let them out voluntarily
A poem a day keeps depression away
I guess I better start writing

The real reason I don't go to the doctors about my mental health, is because I'm scared they will tell me nothing is wrong.