look me in the eye
tell me those lyrics don't mean a thing to you right now
the sound coming from your speakers
speaks more truth than you do, I know it
I know you
I'm really starting to know you
let me get to know you

I'm re-watching Donnie Darko
because I like it
but mainly because I know you like it
and maybe I'm just trying to think of you
not that I have to try

"Do you ever feel like you can't get a full breath in?"
yes
yesyesyes
sometimes it feels like I'm drowning
or sometimes like these sweet words I want to tell you are stuck in my throat
waves and waves of words I'll never say
crashing against my grinding teeth

I want to carry you around inside my head...
you don't weigh me down,
you make me float through the day.


I am crushing
crushing
crushing
falling
into you

I learned how to ollie on my skateboard today
(but I wish you also would have taught me

what your lips feel like

against mine)

man i sat so close to you today that i could feel you shake your leg with nerves
as you debated whether or not to put your arm around me
(your eye contact gets me going)
(you make me nervous and it's refreshing)
(make me nervous with your shirt off please)

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I want to climb into my car and scream more lyrics
roll down the window and peel onto side roads
please let the wind be warm
please-
bass guitars and drum beats,
keep me company

Man, you are so cute
and I am so sloppy
you are so smooth
and I am so choppy

I'd ask why you like me,
but I'm just happy you do.