Will never forget the days spent
Even though they seem so long ago
and ever so distant. The photos in my
head are slowly fading. dispersing
wilting away. Someday my memory
seems to draw a blank and I can't remember
those last words spoken. Wish to go back
to happier times. The times you held me,
held my tiny pint-sized hand. Put my hair
in pigtails. Drew me pictures. You weren't
just a sister to me. You were like a third parent.
You cared so much about everyone around you
You didn't deserve such a hard life. I see your
beauty and your caring eyes every time I look
into the eyes of your daughters and son. And
I know for a fact you would be ever so proud
To know those are your children, growing up
into strong, independent people. My only hope
is that these memories that seem to be wiping clean
from my head will stay and not slowly fade away
I never want to forget these wonderful times spent,
with such a beautiful, caring, sister as you.

About tea
Skinny tea, sweet tea,
Elixir exiling youth's ungainly exit
Tea and a lover, vogue tea,
Tea post ******, closing shoppe
Last call tea, homework, tea-and-a-boy
A born again tea boy
Cause she promised it was better than coffee
Kinda boy, the second steep
Citrus and swords battling them free radicals
Tea in a kiss, a sweet kiss, an oooooolong kiss
Third steep to keep and keep
Expensive swishy flower vase tea
Delicate butterfly **** **** tea
Tea time, closing time,
A steep for the road
Sleep off the load
Tea night,
Tea girl
About tea.

she can swallow knives.
and every lie she made in her life.
every scam she's played...to get her way.
all the mistakes she's claimed, day after day.
she can choke on her words, that she'll never get to say.
the words that would say sorry, for the game she's played.
i hope she know's that i knew the truth.
i only kept quiet to stay away from you.
to stay away from someone's face.
that would cry if i told her place.
if i let her know what was really going on.
i can't do that now, that's why i write this song.
to let you know i'm better now.
you'r evil ways never brought me down.
now you'r gone with regret.
and i'm happy not to ever see you again.
so here it is.
our last goodbye.
she can swallow knives, and continue to swallow lives.