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robin Mar 2016
cover the sun
before it covers you.
robin Mar 2016
there are apples on that tree no one picks anymore
because there
are worms
hidden inside the green grannies skin
who's ugly within
but you don't know how to fix her
robin Mar 2016
if everything was the same wouldn't we still be
******* on the
crack pipe
held between our teeth
and wouldn't you still be picking the gum out of the cracks in the
sidewalk
to show me the biggest piece with pride on your face
and wouldn't we still be ******* on that **** stained mattress
and wouldn't you still
*** in my mouth
and taste like
whiskey
and wouldn't we still be laughing at all the kids who thought they were cooler then us
holding each other's hands
all the time
except your hands were two times the size  of mine
traveling to new places
in your
broken down ford
with cow horns on the front
spray painted tan
to look
like trash
and wouldn't we still be breaking down old buildings
and causing trouble
but couldn't we still appreciate the good things in life
like we use too after
a long day of making the world a worse place
i remember us
spray painting the sky
pink and orange
and
i think of it now as a way to apologize for the damage we did
and ******* it
we were both so disgusting
but i loved the sounds you made before you came
is that why i still think of you?
or is it because i know you won't fit with anyone else like you did with me?
people like us
we use and
we abuse
and we throw away
but i didn't get a chance to treat you like trash before i became the waste basket.
and
no matter what you say
you will always be a greasy sheep
like me
the question is are you
ready
to face
the worlds inferno?

i just hope we can go to hell
together
still smiling like we use
too

even though
we
are just wolves
pretending
to be
in love.
at least in my mind
  we will die bravely
for our
cause.
robin Mar 2016
i have the face of a child.
cheeks the color of summer.
my grey-blue tuesday morning eyes will smile at you from across the way
but, i'm as old as grand fathers clock
if you skinned me
and turned me inside out
and my organs have shrunken down to the size of skipping stone pebbles
and my heart
i stopped using it months ago
because all it seems to do
is add to the
lines on my hands
and get me in trouble time and time again
and id much rather not feel
like
i'm about to die
when i've just now hit the years of my life where im supposed to feel
so alive.
there's a thief on the loose
and i can only mimic
what i see in others
now
because
the simple purse stealing ******* has taken away my zest for life
and
my life is now
a simple pantomime.
a shot at trying to care
again.
tight rope walking
over a field of world war two land mines
and i know that i will fall eventually
no one can pretend forever
but i can't help myself
so maybe you can?
spring knocked on my door this morning
and i answered the door with creaky bones
and creaky floor tap dancing
but it was really morse code
for please let me sleep in
for another year
because i hate going outside
and seeing all the things die more and more as time goes on
and i hate to see
everyone smiling
with a brightness in them
that could light cities
while everything is dying
and my house is burning down
and it's almost the time of spring showers but the cloud man didn't close the shower curtains and i saw too much
and i can't un-see what i've seen
and i can't see what i haven't seen just yet
and
if i could
i'd skip ahead and read the last chapter of romeo and juliet first because i
understand life better
down
upside
and turned around
and in shambles
please believe
i would apologize
for everything
if i knew what i was apologizing for
and
i suppose i stopped using my brain awhile ago
too because
it's lost somewhere deep in the ocean
amongst a flock of boxer jelly fish
now
and your uncle has just gotten stung on the beach
and it's all your fault
because you weren't physically there to save him
you were
stuck in the clouds
thinking about the cloud man
who
you hate
so much
with the heart that you don't have enough of these days
all because
you hate the rain
or rather the way he laughs at you when you walk in it
and i can't get april out of my head
or the taste of your lips
because they tasted like mine
and i can't help but feel like the whole time i was with you i was making love to a mirror.
**maybe you weren't the monster.
it was me.
robin Feb 2016
it's cold out here
and i'm standing outside of a window
looking in on all of you
the ones who i love so much
and this is what my whole life is like really
watching life go on through a slab of glass
and you
over
there
the one with eyes as blue as mine
can you see me?
do you see the boulders on my shoulders
do you know what it's like, really?
there is snow surrounding my ankles
out here
and i'm walking farther from the window
and growing colder by the day
if you feel the same way i do please say so
now
lord knows
if you wait too long you may miss your chance to save me.
robin Feb 2016
you protect it
with swords for hands you hold your arms wide
closing quickly
around its body
because you are still unsure
and a bit uneasy
of what your doing
peach hands crumple into yours
and it skips with you to the garden
and whistles
'oh what a beautiful morning'
and there you watch the foxes play
and the dragon flies dance to rainbow droplets of squirting water
out of the goldfish filled fountain
and you are surrounded by topiary
and blood roses
kissing each other
like salt and pepper
granules
the roses
are covered in aphids
there petals drip like blood onto the
rain stained earth
the ladybugs were too lady like to **** all the pests
this year
so they turned their heels
and flew away on each other's backs
and the
topiary seems to stand on its tippy toes
as if it were a child trying to
look over the counter to
see the sunny side to things
and the roses are rebelling against the earth and growing towards the sun
that has shriveled to the size of a california golden raisin.
robin Feb 2016
i
am
a snake
now
like you
i hatched from an egg
and crawled the ground for years
but never grew any legs to stand on
really
cold-blooded
me and you
baby we we're both so cold
all the time
but we had our moments in the sun
remember
and hey
it was pretty ******
but you don't see me pretending
that things are the same
with some other bleached blonde trailer trash wannabe
and i haven't called
because i figured you wouldn't care if i was dead
or not
but hey im not dead
isn't that good to know
im still very much alive
my chest falls every now and again
and
my heart is still beating
i think?
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