I got love for myself
The greatest love of all
My heart says,
its pity to love somebody
And my mind thought
Its not worth it at all

To waste time on something
Like stupid love
After it got broken,cheated
hurt and got bore  

now  time to decide
To love nobody else
To wash away my mind and heart
From all the beautiful lies
And bitter sweet memories  

to wake up from the illusion
that i once thought
was pure and real
oh fool me
not again!
i got to recover from this pain

So now
I gotta fill my heart with love of me
obsessed with my own beauty
adoring my self unconditionally

Dreaming about my self
Day and night
That’s possible and it feels right
Its obvious that I love my self so much
And I promise to love me back
so that I will never ever be a broken heart.

Do I have to act good
To make you love me?
Do I have to pretend am perfect
To make you fall for me?
Or hide every part of me
For you not to judge me
Or hate me?
Well, love me or hate me
I'll be care free
I'll be just me
I am not going to act around
What wouldn't represent me
Am not going to try something foolish
That can't be me
It is not because I hate you
Not because I love me
It is just because I am me
and Nothing or nobody
even love could never change me.

Me

Am not my body anymore
cause my body follows my feelings
and things I adore.
am not my mind either
my mind only think about
yesterday,now and latter.
I am my soul from now on
cause that's who I really am
and who i ever will be
so that it remind me
the higher purpose of life
that I got from my creator
the purpose of creation
I came across
the whole and a part
the nothing and everything
knowing,being experiencing
the good the bad and the nothing

being my soul
now I know am not merely existing
because I start living
from his breath I got life
and from his love
I realize that
nothing will tear my soul  and God
apart.  
That I will forever be
his part.

Nothing is forever
Nothing stays the same

Everything changes through time,
even one's bad name

A giant cliff  a top a wood
turns to plain

dreams come true in time
like tears drops from a pain

A place at the edge
becomes a center
As all the foggy misconceptions
come clearer

And since
There is no pain no gain
don't back up now take a risk
enjoy the burn
and the flame

just win the Game
not the delusional Fame.

Oh time machine
If you really exist
please take me back
take me back
to my sweet childhood
To my favourite part
Yes please Time Machine
Take me back to the first time I
open my little eyes
After I was brought to the world
by fate
from a very KIND WOMAN.

I found out after a week
that
last Saturday
was as just like the other days
no prince charming
and he is not the one
but just a fling.

Maybe people never find “the one” because they’re so busy looking for “the 10th"