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Rivers Kay May 2015
I know it's "stupid" to get upset over it but i don't see why it hurts so much either...
Maybe because he lied so well
Maybe it's because i believed him so much
Maybe because I fell so easily
Maybe it's because I'm not her
Maybe it's because he knew id be so relentless
Maybe I should have fought a little more
Maybe he should have told me the truth
Maybe i deserved it
Maybe i should change
Maybe I can bring back my old habits
Maybe just Maybe i can become so perfect he will really love me
Rivers Kay May 2015
Do you ever wonder why there isn't a Disney movie  about the princess who was so convinced in love that she gave every ounce of her heart to her "prince" and he decided to leave anyways???????????


Well i did...but now i realize it can't be a fairy tale, if its already a reality.
Guess I was wrong again
Rivers Kay May 2015
Yeah, these look random...
but theses dates mean a lot
not one month or year or  week but a certain day of any month any week or any year...
11--- She was the first
7----She was the main
5---He is the on
12---This one is me
i have combined these numbers very carefully
11&7 see they don't get along so  well... so at least they can stand one another in this  way...
7&5 weeeeellllll they have some problems... it's a  long story i won't put you through...
5&12 well that's me and my love, we aren't so separable...Yes we have issues and we get a little angry or jealous but in the end it all works stupendously for us both... I love each and every one of theses people and i will never let them go...  
Angel, Brooke, and Jailon if you happen to see this i love you and hope we are all together forever and a day.
Rivers Kay Apr 2015
?
Not an option





But a choice
Rivers Kay Apr 2015
Fat
Ugly
Worthless
Dumb

Your not good enough for him
You'll be killed for him

*****
aggravating
annoying

It's not that easy
You'll have to take him from my dead hands

Yeah i'm indecisive
Yeah I'm complicated

but I deserve to smile too
I'v gone through a lot to be where I am

So please please leave me be...

I just want to be happy!!    
!!
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