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552 · Oct 2024
c h a i n s
Richard Shepherd Oct 2024
Loosen these chains that bind me
unravel my furrowed brow
soothe this soul with silence
show me fields that I must plough

darkness is the demon
knowing is the light
bless me with contentment
save me from my plight

I'm forever, sitting, waiting
always switching lanes
yet, deep inside my psyche
I've surrended to the chains

490 · Nov 2024
Seven months
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
It's been seven long months since I kissed your lips
yet still I feel the pain
every day I reminisce
once more, then twice again

I know we were not meant to be
I know you did me wrong
yet deep inside this heart of mine
I'll always play our song

until we met, I never felt
the joy I felt with you
I never smiled with intent
in a life that was oh so blue

when we made love, the stars did shine
heaven's angels danced with glee
my wanting love was satisfied
I was as happy as could be

alas, the sun soon lost its warmth
cold winds and rains prevailed
and the dream I had dreamt for all my life
had crashed and burned and failed

I now find it very hard to cope
I guess you've long since moved on from this
but my heart still plays our loving song
and my lips still miss your lips

333 · Oct 2024
T'was the month of July
Richard Shepherd Oct 2024
Once upon
a summer's moon
all stars aligned
I began to swoon

her chestnut hair
her mirthsome smile
crossed every border
of every mile

a fuse was lit
deep within
expelling darkness
erasing sin

new love was born
the stars shone bright
my distant lover and I
became one that night

312 · Nov 2024
tender
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
Between the sheets
you will see the real me
a tender, affectionate soul
no crazed delusions, no confusions
no re-repeated role
for I am but a simple man
troubled from my birth
take a chance and you will see
the value of my worth

308 · Nov 2024
f i n g e r t i p s
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
Walking with my fingertips
along your beaten spine
each vertebrae reveals a story
long since lost in time
oh, how you laughed as a child
playing hide and seek 'til dusk
the way your rosy cheeks lit up
like flowers ripe to pluck
the bairns you bore
the one that died
forever loved eternally
held in your heart and in your breath
as waves upon the sea
walking with my fingertips
we are together after all this time
words I speak do not do you justice
so I have sprinkled them in this rhyme
304 · Jan 9
C o n n e c t i o n
My forefinger circled her temple.
Looking up at me,
her eyes became waterfalls.

I inhaled her beauty,
she wept,
we kissed.
258 · Nov 2024
Three bounces
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
She led me to the waterfront
I cast a skimming stone
three bounces secured true love that day
seeds of future lives were sown

we married in a small town church
two rings blessed with a kiss
a baby was born the following spring
three bounces gave us bliss

alas, our bairn was taken after three short years
from this it became hard to recover
so we walked back to the waterfront
three bounces, this time, cast by my lover

in the years that passed, five children were raised
each one filled with joy and laughter
the first born was always spoke of and rejoiced
as much as the ones that came after

we often led them to the waterfront
they cast skimming stones, perfecting the art
my love and I smiled with pride
three bounces was just the start

230 · Sep 2024
Colours of the rainbow
Richard Shepherd Sep 2024
As I pick a buttercup
I place it beneath my chin
yellow becomes part of me
as happiness seeps in

I think of those times lying on the green
staring at clouds above
memories pass like raindrops fall
was this the awakening of love?

back then all I knew was the colour black
it still sits with me to this day
blinded by arrows enriched with pain
will the rainbow ever sway?

facetious worlds torment my soul
unelected pawns of doom
surrendering to 3D lies
circumvented within my gloom

yet, life has blessed me with insight
I do not play it's wicked game
I walk alone along my sacred path
exonerated from self blame

I know another; she is by my side
another tortured yet independent soul
my love for her will never die
for we share the same end goal

215 · Nov 2024
End of the line
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
White lilies
closed casket
poor fellow
blew his gasket
192 · Nov 2024
p s y c h
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
Have I ever?
would I ever?
depends of course
upon the weather
dark clouds swirl above

it's normally raining
somewhat draining
popping veins
increase with straining
there is no relief in sight

sun a rising?
moon a shining?
each meal is spent
in solitude whining
hunger never wanes

write a rhyme?
commit a crime?
no need for greed
I have served my time
yet the locks still turn

in like Flynn
the mighty Quinn
some rejoice
the colours of spring
I just.. fall

are you still reading?
my toes are kneading
***** defunct
I am done with breeding
oh, what a game

in need of change
to rearrange
every thought is irrational
every thought is strange
press delete then pause

they fooled me, psych
these hills I hike
place my head
upon a spike
the soul will never fade away

automatic writing
thoughts reciting
chattering teeth
pressure biting
blood trickles from my eyes

running low on gas
oh well, alas
invitation to hell?
I'll take a pass
self medication awaits
177 · Nov 2024
my love
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
I yearn to gently stroke your cheek
I yearn to kiss your lips
I yearn to make you smile with glee
I yearn to caress your hips

Is it just a fantasy?
Is it just a dream?
Is it just a one sided feeling?
Is it just a meme?

I swear to you my eternal devotion
I swear to you my lust
I swear to you my beating heart
I swear to you my trust

Each night I whisper softly your name
Each night I hold you tight
Each night I shed a tear for us
Each night I fear our plight

171 · Nov 2024
Two dogs chatting
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
You alright Bert?

Yea, not too bad,
how's it hanging, Max?

Well I had a rough night,
what with my owners at it like rabbits 'til morning
and the cat ******* in my basket

****,
what a ******

innit,
it's OK though
cos I dropped a **** in her litter tray
'try covering that log up you filthy *****'

nice one,
'ere I had a massive dump myself earlier,
the old girl I live with was well annoyed with me,
of course, I looked at her all remorseful like
and did the head tilt thing

did she fall for it, Bert?

Yea,
***** cow,
she even gave me a treat,
humans eh?
Gullible *****

you got that right Bert
165 · Nov 2024
Speech
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
I was the youngest of seven children with a docile, simple mother with no emotion who was obedient to my violent and sadistic father.

Suffice to say I was subjected to continual abuse.

I could not pronounce words which led to years of speech therapy.

The therapist seemed to get great delight in every meeting, forcing me to say " Six sizzling sausages frying in a pan" , which resulted in saliva running down my chin and extreme embarrassment.

She always laughed at this.

At age ten, I found myself confused and petrified as she rummaged inside my underwear with her eager hand.

I never went back.

I never told anyone.

I buried myself in books and wrote poetry.

Years later I collated some poems together and sent them to the British Poetry Society ( probably not the correct name).

To my delight I received a hand written letter from their president, giving advice and encouragement.

His name was Spike.

Spike Milligan.

Thank you sir.
164 · Jan 6
Written in my heart
Deep within this heart of mine
a child weeps for salvation
I feel his tears, I hear him pine
a train stuck at the station
no understanding, no rational thought
ignored and shooed away
acceptance is all he ever sought
yet it never came his way
and now together we walk as one
we fight, but invariably lose
poetic justice comes undone
for the child is my muse

163 · Nov 2024
Hush
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
If I could be anything I chose to be
I'd choose to be a whisper
140 · Jan 7
What was
Drifting thoughts
blur memories,
a vague recollection
of what was before.
Hazy days,
blacked-out nights,
lead the broken
to yearn for more.
140 · Nov 2024
Puppy Love
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
"Good evening, Mrs Jones."

"Oh, hello there officer, what on earth do the police want with me?"

"It's not you, it's your son, David."

"Why, David is a good boy, he is out now taking our puppy for a walk."

"Your poodle, yes?"

"That's right, Harry his name is."

"David has been reported as having relations with Harry behind the post office."

"Relations?"

"According to three witnesses he was seen bumming poor Harry to death."

"To death?"

"Yes, the body has been taken to the police dog pound."

"Oh ok, but you do realise David identifies as a gay poodle?"

"Mrs Jones, I am so sorry. If we had known that we wouldn't of troubled you."

"That's the problem with you lot; you're a bunch of Terfs."

"Tell David not to worry and be assured the witnesses shall be reprimanded and dealt with appropiately."

"Good day to you officer."

"Thank you for your time Mrs Jones and please accept the force's full apology in this matter."
138 · Nov 2024
Demented
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
Jackie was a piglet
sitting in a tree
along came a spider
whose name was Zebedee
Bobby was a parrot
who often ate raw fish
Tarquin was a badger
who really took the ****
Bertie was a rabbit
who couldn't have a dump
Eric was a porcupine
who had the ******* ****
all the funny animals
laughed and drank and sung
'til ****** Sid the problem kid
shot them with a gun
This is from 2010, check out the silly video version on old channel I had on YouTube, deleted most of the videos as quite embarrassing!

https://youtu.be/FTklrBd4ikE?si=9_gD-s3a27vZBaSf
137 · Nov 2024
Two sausages chatting
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
"Phew,
it's ******* hot under this grill."

"You're not wrong, Cecil.
I just hope after we've been burnt alive,
we get to cool down with some
ketchup or brown sauce."

"Tarquin, we're ******.
The fat ***** cooking us will
just wolf us down."

"Well, I, for one,
aim to give her the worst
upset stomach she's ever had."

"Oh God,
here comes her podgy fingers!
Its been nice knowing you, Tarquin."

"Bon voyage, my friend!"
137 · Jan 8
First Mission
'Twas dark in the woods, and all was still.
A faint noise in the distance
pricked Agent Shepherd's ears.
Crouching, his head in his hands,
hidden behind a giant oak tree,
Shepherd knew he must put aside any fears
and proceed with his mission.

He had been sent to seek out and rescue
a fellow poet from the shadows of hell.
Ill-prepared and on the verge of madness,
Shepherd rose to his feet.

"I must protect... I must protect,"
muttered the reluctant hero as he made his way
blindly through the blackness.

Approaching closer, the noise became clear:
gentle sobbing.

Branches bowed down, blocking Agent Shepherd's path.
He cleared the way, continuing doggedly to
reach the cries.

And there she was.

Sat upright, huddled,
hands clutching her arms
tightly around her knees,
weeping.

"Mrs. Willow?"

The distressed poet's head lifted.

"Who's there?"

Agent Shepherd slowly knelt down
and softly spoke:
"Hey there, Mrs. Willow."

"Richard?"

"Yes, it is I. Everything will be okay, I promise.
Hold my hand and let me take you home."

She nodded her head and clasped his outstretched
hand.

---

Sunbeams shone radiantly through the bedroom curtains.
As the weary poet awoke,
a feeling of wonderment and fresh energy
surged within her.
Laughing gently,
a small, then larger, smile filled her face.

---

"Agent Shepherd, you have completed your mission. Well done."

"Thank you, sir. It was a pleasure."

"We at the Poetic Justice Bureau want you to know that the mission was not only for Mrs. Willow.
It was also for you.
Do you feel a sense of self-worth now?"

"I do, sir."

"Good. Now, rest up, because soon enough, your services will be
called upon again."

"Yes, sir, and thank you, sir."
Another repost, rewritten. Dedicated to a certain poet ..
129 · Nov 2024
Two elephants chatting
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
"Hello Edward.How's tricks?"


"Can't complain Mike.
I see your boy's been courting young Emily,
good for him."


"Yes, he makes me very proud.
Only last night I caught him washing his trunk
in the kitchen sink whilst singing
love songs about her".


"Aw, how sweet.
Her old man's a bit of a ****, though.
I heard he was knocking off a cow from the circus.
Filthy ******* can't keep it in his pants."


"Yes, Billy is a disgrace to all bulls.
Mind you,
with a four foot **** swinging about,
I guess you've  got to do something with it."


"Haha, yea, I guess so.
His missus is so sweet, though, it's not right."


"Barbara's a lovely cow, my childhood sweetheart she was."


"No ****? I didn't know that, Mike.
Ever thought about dropping her a length?"


"Edward, I'm a respectable member of the herd.
Besides, I love my wife.
No, I get satisfaction in life just knowing I have a great family
and a herd of true friends.
I don't need any distractions to ruin it all."


"Yea. I guess, you're right. I might have a bash though,
I ain't filled my boots in weeks."


"Just treat her kind."


"Yea no worries. Laters Mike."


"Yes, bye Edward."
128 · Nov 2024
Parting
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
Flesh filled visions
brains burnt out
pariah desire disease
punctured heart
shifted gaze
inconsolable disbelief
118 · Jan 8
Jessica
Shaking, hesitating, I held out a hand.

"Would you allow me the honour of accompanying you on a country walk?"

Jessica lived a few houses down the street from my home. She had moved there with her mum and dad, maybe four years prior. We had never spoken before.

She was a diminutive figure with a sad but pretty, freckled face. Her long red hair was pulled back tight into a ponytail, which accentuated her striking features. And yet, she seemed to have no friends and rarely, if ever, held her head aloft to say hello in passing.

I, too, was an outsider - a timid, shy boy, with no inclination to fall in line and become just another kid from the estate.

Pausing mid-stride, her head bowed above the cracked, damaged paving stones, her arm motioned towards mine. My heart was racing - a mixture of fear and excitement.

"I'd like that very much," she softly whispered.

We joined hands and made our way to the entrance of a small, unmade road that led to green fields and woodland beyond.

"My name is Richard, and..."

Jessica cut in.

"I know who you are, Richard. I was hoping one day to do this."

Smiling, we cast bashful glances.

Soon enough, this unlikely pair were chatting and laughing, like we had always been pals. Jessica even initiated a half-skip of a walk, swinging our arms back and forth.

We picked buttercups that day, made daisy chains, placing them around each other's wrists. Wildlife was out in full force: squirrels, sheep with their young, birds singing sweet, tuneful songs...

All at once, the two children, so ill at ease with the world for so long, were set free.

"Hey, Richard!" my new companion shouted. "Let's pretend we're rabbits!"

I duly obliged.

Falling to our knees, smiling and giggling, we became rabbits indeed - bouncing about, pretending to dig for carrots, running from an angry farmer with his gun.

Until it was time for us to return to our homes for tea.

"Bye-bye, Jessica. I've had ever so much fun. Thank you for a wonderful afternoon."

Dropping her sweet face to one side, smiling broadly, she leaned forward and placed a gentle kiss on my cheek.

I blushed.

After walking home and saying our goodbyes, the evening drew in. Sweet dreams of a special day filled the sleep-time hours.

I awoke to hear my parents in deep discussion. From what I could make out, there had been a fire on the estate during the night. A family had perished.

I made my way downstairs.

"Richard," Father looked anxious. "It was Jessica's house. You knew her, right?"

I couldn't speak.

I knew her.

We picked buttercups.
Reposted and rewritten for the umpteenth time! I'm never happy with longer pieces as they are not my forte.
I fell in love
with a pariah.
She ****** me
dry of hope.
I blindly thought
my heart was on fire,
but now,
looking back,
I see it was the dope.
110 · Nov 2024
Eye contact
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
All my life, I have had a problem with maintaining eye contact.

They say the eyes are the mirror of the soul.

The only times I don't have this problem are when I'm enraged with someone.

It was so bad when I was a child that I couldn’t even watch the news on TV because I thought the newsreader was looking at me.

Deep shame was the cause.

Thanks, Dad.
105 · Nov 2024
The ties that bind
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
Deliver me from evil,
cut these ropes that bind my skin,
circumcise my ego,
let the hunger games begin.

Shoot me with an arrow,
square between the eyes,
delight in the derogation
of those that you despise.

I'm running from a dragon,
flames licking at my heels,
I'll not join the bandwagon
that gets joy from others' ills.

I'm closing in on the finishing line,
I hear the freedom song.
You believed I was too weak to escape,
now you see that I am strong.
104 · Nov 2024
Unconditional love
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
I waited and waited for the sun to shine
heavy rains soaked me to the bone
all hope was lost, as was my mind
I was destined for a life alone

no woman would accept this pathetic fool
no man would dream of being my friend
cast aside before the rising tide
no chance of avoiding the end

yet in all the madness and all the pain
you came and made me whole
my anxiety was pacified
I at last had found a role

it was not an easy road to take
or a journey full of joy
yet I had the task to attempt to raise
my perfect little boy

now you have grown into a man
a caring and loving, sensitive soul
and I, your father, swear to you
I will never forsake my role
97 · Nov 2024
Two baboons chatting
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
'Hello Ted, me 'ol mucker'

'Oh...yea…alright Bruce'

'What's up with you?'

'I caught Sophie last night,
you know...'

'What?'

'She's having it away with Guy the Gorilla'

'Jesus,
he must have split her in two.
Saying that,
she does have a wizard's sleeve'

'You what?
what the **** did you just say?'

'C'mon Ted,
don't play innocent.
She's a bit of a goer is Sophie,
a right old ****'

'I don't believe this.
Have you been knocking her off as well?'

'Yea,
a couple of times,
just casual like.
What can I say?
She wiggled her **** in my face
and let one go.
How could I refuse?'

'Ok,
well yea she does have a sweet aroma
but still,
you're meant to be my mate,
what a ***** you are, Bruce'

'Calm down Ted,
look,
I'll set you up with a
chimp *****, I know'

'Really?
What's she like?'

'Tight as a keyhole and up for anything.
Only last week we played
Hide The Banana'

'Sounds **** as hell, Bruce,
yea mate alright,
I'll give her a go'

'Attaboy,
you know it makes sense'

'Cheers Bruce,
Sophie can go **** herself'

'Or any other ape,
eh, Ted!?
Hahaha'

'You ******'
89 · Nov 2024
Breakdown
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
Watch me as I'm dreaming,
shortened breath and fear.
Inside my head, I'm screaming,
since she left me lying here.

I'm trying to recover,
to become a man once more.
Poor, broken-hearted lover,
feeling rotten to the core.

Praying to the heavens
for redemption of my soul.
I'm at sixes and sevens,
as I fall into a hole.

Darkness is my traitor,
yet I treat it as a friend.
Goodbye and see you later,
I think I'm going round the bend.
72 · Nov 2024
House of cards
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
Beaten with a stick
thrashed by a belt
man weeps for the child
over the hand that he was dealt

walking for long hours
church clock as his guide
avoiding human beings
environmental genocide

lost inside a moment
never-ending pause
beasts visited in dreams
ripping with their claws

child petrified
devoid of understanding
paranoia in full bloom
irrational thoughts expanding

man weeps for the child
who took it on the chin
for the cards that he was dealt
cemented no chance of a win
70 · Jan 9
The fashion police
Standing in the alley that night, I witnessed a ******.

She wore a pink polka-dot skirt that barely covered her supple, smooth thighs. On top, she wore a brown turtleneck sweater, and on her feet, Air Jordan 4 retro trainers in yellow.

I was confused. Who was her stylist?

I had to ask.
"Hey, lady, what’s up with your outfit?"

She was a pretty filly, to be fair, with soft blonde hair and loud, vibrant blue eyes that suggested mischief and intrigue. Her voluptuous frame was being drastically let down by the clothes she was wearing.

"I love all these items I wear, sir," she retorted, smiling and raising an eyebrow. "Each one represents a time in my life when I was happy and things were exciting and fun."

Puzzled, I pressed for more. "But nothing matches."

She let out a howl of excited laughter.
"Who are you, the fashion police? Some people carry their problems. I carry my achievements."

And off she went, swaying her ample hips as she slinked out of the alley.

Did she really ****** that outfit, or had she had the right outfit on all along?

I went home and attempted to pick out memories that brought me happiness.

Standing naked as I was born, I realized a trip to the shopping mall was in order.
67 · Nov 2024
First love
Richard Shepherd Nov 2024
Teardrops trickled in all directions
across and down my red flushed face
my heart pounded to a rhythm I had never known
uncontrollable mood swings followed

this was my first love, saying goodbye
I often recall and often regret
yet, what could I of possibly done different?
my destiny, my personality, were formed long before she came

many years later, I was given a label;

tut-tut, oh well, never mind
learn to live with it
you can never change


I travel into the echoes of my long distant past
I find life was not as I remembered
insanity was my upbringing
schemas in place long before I knew they were there

the culprits have now both left this world
I have no explanation, admission or apology
just a bucket of square pegs
with round holes to fill

so, to my first love, I say this;

you did well to walk away from me
I would have only brought you pain



yet, the teardrops still fall

— The End —