When I pass you on the street
And you look me in the eye
I hope I’m just another girl

When you’re sleeping with another
I hope you’ll smile and tell her
Stupid things I used to do

Or maybe you’ll forget about us
Maybe that’s for the best
After all, I kissed my best friend not you
You passed the test

You were meant to move on
I was just meant to write sad songs

I’m not okay
I closed my eyes and ran towards a cliff
That hasn’t happened before
I’m scared
You don’t care and I’m scared

I’m not hiding what I’m trying to do
Every single action tears me away from you
I’m holding the matches in my heart
While staring in your eyes and breaking you apart
You’ll be the gas and I’ll provide the spark
Round and around
Till death do us part

every single time you breakdown in my arms
I care a little less

I lost myself so long ago

i recognise that

I lost myself in fake moments and tender words that left my mind

my soul

numb.

Nothing you do can bring me back

i've found a safe place in your vulnerability

a place where I don't have to pretend to be okay

and you don't have to pretend you're going to stay