i love how i felt w him, i loved how he kissed me and i loved his smile
i loved the way he would roll his eyes at me when i was messing around and the stupid little bed time stories he would tell me so i could fall asleep
his voice. my god his voice. and the way his body was because i felt comfortable w him.
i love his eyes and looking into them and i swear to god mine were brighter when with him. and i smiled a little bigger and laughed so hard.
i love the way he could make me laugh and made me feel comfortable.
comfortable to be myself and accept me for who i am .
but i hate that it was so easy to fall for him. i hate that it only took two months and that thats all our relationship lasted.
i hate that i was the one to mess it up. i hate that all it took was one time for me not to know how to help him when he needed me .
but most of all i hate that i love him.

i was dancing with the devil
swirling round and round

then you kissed my lips
and my heart was yours.

and i started to fall for you.
deeper and deeper

you took my hand and said  
"ill never let you go"
but it was all a lie because
you did let me go

and i didnt have a choice
but to accept your wishes

so i let you leave and
you took my heart

now im sitting here
with an empty chest..

you said i was too good for you
and that you are a bad boy

well Mr. Bad Boy,
you knew i fell for you

you didnt think
to even catch me

as i went down
i hit the ground .

now my whole body is shattered