Having this intense feeling of longing for you, typically you are that one I refuse to lose or be separated from.
To be staring in your eyes til we drift off in each others arms
I want to be wrapped in your arms when the sun rises and shines on us and awaken us from our dreams
For our days to be filed with imtimacy and joyous memories of intense conversation
To say I love you and share that passionate connection through a gaze with just a fatal touch
Embrace our time together with jokes and laughter while you relax and I enhance your body through massages
Sharing our feeling in talks about our future as we watch our favorite shows on television criticizing the faults of others mistake
I yearn for you as you set off to work and the hours pass with thoughts of you by my side again.

Insecurities makes you act like a child
So gladly I stay away for awhile
Indirectly quotes with no meaning when I asks
Intentions are hard as brass but my words make you break like glass
Like words shed a little light you are shedding pounds just by the thought of it
Trying to understand your method is doing me no good life is hetic
I'm just thinking out loud as I scribble words
I'm just thinking is this where I want to be
obtuse/obscured.

To my heart you are fixed or fastened so as not to give way, become loose, or be lost.
Protected against attack  of any disloyal activity.
Feeling safe, stable, and free from fear or anxiety.
Feeling no doubts about attaining our certainty to achieve
Love makes it hard to open up to any one else you have the key therefore it's fasten and locked.
Like a suspect secured in the back of a patrol car
Forever detain in your solitude
The heart  is concerned to secure the feelings against too many foreign ownerships
Seeking to guarantee repayment of [of love] by having a right to take possession of an digression  in the event of non involvements.

I want to give you my mind body and soul I want to wrap up with your love and see how it unfolds
assure to be your yes of you knows, show you with the intention to guide
give you benevolent while I'm by your side
I don't want you to be wrong if I'm Mr. Right being your savory of the day like a knight
Trust in me to Carrie you to hold onto you  like you was going to come loose
Fulfilling your desire with foods of loyal and honesty  having that acceptance to allow as an introvert
Knowing I have to do more when I say it and you less when I do it
Appreciation of my love freshen your mind like a cert
Accept pulling you closer with the gesture of a ****
Immediately our hearts inverse and forever was we conjured
Like Jesus came to Mary I will be your prohet and speak our destination to reality
Acknowledging that God will not give us more than we can bear
Where you are I want to be with you I'll come anywhere Carrie me there.

You displayed an images as shy-timid I wouldn't dare say innocent for the nights we park on the beach and proceeded to make memories
Days passes with nights as our mists of the hour we dwelled in
Grouping in no intentions of misleads in my direction
Communication was stable but acknowledgment was cradled
I think I wasn't as spunky and didn't want to take advantage on her insecurities of being chunky
Through lack of creativity there was nothing left cause there was no call for change
I only lead myself to believe it was just a phase skepticism play a part here
Sympathizing when I could of cared less but curious on my motives
Now her motives things are going unnoticed share is to  sheer as
Care; disregard to now from start I should of played hard
Since I am questioning nowadays who we are?

With a background of indecent exposure in a relationship with no closure
Due to hard times and big decisions there will gaps in dreams unfinished
Tenaciously pushing on left with the little strength through your faith and bond
Adoptable ways got you set astray though in prayer there's a better way
Guilts not the only feeling that comes around sorrow and pain weighs the pressure of head downs
Immensity thoughts to keep it up lack all the envy and who to trust
A past is picture of the real too many chances taken for one to give
Image of trife on lonely nights a choice of wrong trying to do right
Lost in shame with a directional change is a fault to many things

A guy who shares more inquiries with words
Taking notices that I could be doing a lot worst than my current situation
Death is due to all but is fortunate to ones who doesn't give fate that chance it desires
Not in the desired recommendation for my dreams but I don't dwell on perhaps
Short days and long nights though enough money will make wrong right
So if I see it I believe it getting money is my religion
My correspondence with thoughts got me in a trance with disbelief I seem to believe I can't achieve
Grasp with keeping can't out of my vocabulary
Cause there is no Can't without Can I am special a gift of God
Consuming strikes giving by those of insecurities leaving emptiness
Surrounding myself with encouraged likes and well-built foundations
Falling viticms are not to blame for someone else miss guidance
Take heed to breathe is enough for me.