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Renae Jul 2015
Days feel like years
Like falling down a deep hole
Landing only
to fight through tall grass
Flowers singing songs
Lyrical riddles and thymes
Nothing makes sense
Then I see the sky
Showing me signs
Confusion sets in
Who am I again?
Stabbing words
Stinging ears
How could anyone
understand
Not I who feels
Broken when
It's over
With a blink
Renae Jul 2015
'           '           '       '       I  '        '          '         '    '
     '          '             love the rain.     '           '   '
'       '       It hides tears that trickle'     '
  '     down round cheeks that should be  '
'  smiling. Rain spilling out of an endless downpour.I look up to the vastness in awe
₩₩₩₩₩₩₩₩₩₩₩₩₩₩₩₩₩₩₩₩
                                     ^          
                ­                      ^
                                   eyes
                                 closed
                                   shut
                                  hands
                                   open
                                   wide
                                  Wash
                                  away
                                 what I
                                cannot
                                conceal
                                    so I
                                   may
                                   pour
                                 myself
                                    out
                                  like a
                                   rain          
                                       s
                             r          h
                               e      o
            ­                       w
Renae Jun 2015
Back then
He was my strength
My everything
My only dream
I would have
Endured anything
Until he broke
Under the heat of you
I hate you
Wicked thing
You are nothing
Nothing to me
Nothing at all
Like he was
Renae Jun 2015
Look around you
Everything's
The same as it's always been
Nothing's changed since
Time began
People are the same
as they were back then

Everything just repeats itself
Nothing's new under the sun
So let's eat and drink
and be merry!
Life is for living
Just have some fun!

No time for slowing down now
Got to go to see and be seen!
Try everything new now
Let's be like what we see on tv!

Now there is no God to tell us
What to do or who to be
We don't need a leader
We're the leaders
You and Me!

The bible's just an old story
Written way too long ago
Those who do what it says
Are just a bunch of sheep
How could anyone follow?

Close your eyes now
No need to worry
It will all be okay
No need to do anything
Although everything's blurry
You don't need the answers today
2 CORINTHIANS 4:4 (CEV) | IN CONTEXT | WHOLE CHAPTER

4 The god who rules this world has blinded the minds of unbelievers. They cannot see the light, which is the good news about our glorious Christ, who shows what God is like
Renae Jun 2015
My mind is
Overwhelmed
Consumed
Without
Feeling
Cared for...
Loved

Lost in
My emotional
Forest again
Just feeling sad
Renae Jun 2015
These are my last words
Just in case I go
Just in case for some reason
I am no longer there
Always remember this:
I hung on a long time
I tried so very hard
To live everyday
for you
I want you to know
Nothing meant more
to me
than your happiness
You were the very heart of me
My reason
You were the one thing
That kept me above it
The one and only why
I didn't want to quit
I love you
With every fiber of me
Please keep these
Last words
*Love, me
For my children
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