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 Jul 2013 Reilly Nicole
David
I didn't visit
You today
They told me
What happened
When they came home
You left us
It was your time
I know that you passed
But I just don't
Believe it
I don't
Something won't click
I don't believe you are gone
I know it in my mind
But deep down I don't believe it
I can't
I can't believe
I can't cry
I can't miss you
Because I don't believe
Because I can't believe
I need to see it
With my own eyes
So that I can miss you
So that I can cry
So that I can believe
Both that you are gone
And that you are no longer hurting
I love you
I love so much
But I don't miss you
Because I don't believe you're gone
I take this pill every night
To fool  you into thinking everything is alright
To hide this B r o k e n  heart
From the very likes of you
And shrink my feelings down so no one knows whats true
I act like it's okay
Like everythings alright
But after everything has anyone seen the knife
Does anyone see the blood or the tears that I have shed
Or is my life a ******* broken mirror forever to be dead
I shatter like I'm glass
I break just like a bone
And I won't let anyone in because I'm destinted to be alone
I shiver like I'm cold
When all I need is you
Somthing to hold on to too help me sleep at night
Using people like this will I ever be alright?
 Jun 2013 Reilly Nicole
David
The  
midnight moon
Arises
Over
Unsuspecting heads
And as
The children
Raised their eyes
The rest
Heard
What they said
"Our fair lady
Pale
And bright
Share with us
Your silver light
Shine on we
Your children be
We children of the night"
With the moon
Hung high
The children
Flew
Humans
Gave cry
Peircing
The night through
"Our fair lady
Pale
And bright
Share with us
Your silver light
Shine on we
Your children be
We children of the night
Thank you
Lady
our fair lady
For shining
On we
Your children be
You gave us back
Our bite"
I miss the days when no one knew
When everyone asked me, what was wrong, and I  s m i l e d, and l i e d, and d i e d, and said nothing.
When It all was a secret
When I was strong.
When I could hide everything.
The pain, the blood, the cuts.
When I wore long sleeved shirts everyday to cover up the scars, that y o u caused.
I did it for
y o u
Even though you walked away, the scars you left were here to stay.
I'm sorry that you b   r  o  k  e my heart, and tore me apart.
If I could love someone else as much as I love you I would.
Because you don't deserve my love, or anyones, you don't deserve the tears, or the blood I've spilt
trying to get you to give two *****, about me, or about anyone else expect yourself.
You don't even deserve this, This morsel of respect, and love and tenderness, and forgiveness, I won't even try anymore, I've given up, you love someone else, and I have to face the facts, you can't love me, this mess of a girl, and I can't believe I'm saying this, after every little thing , but I still *l o v e   y o u
I miss the days when no one knew
When everyone asked me, what was wrong, and I  s m i l e d, and l i e d, and d i e d, and said nothing.
When It all was a secret
When I was strong.
When I could hide everything.
The pain, the blood, the cuts.
When I wore long sleeved shirts everyday to cover up the scars, that y o u caused.
I did it for
y o u
Even though you walked away, the scars you left were here to stay.
I'm sorry that you b   r  o  k  e my heart, and tore me apart.
If I could love someone else as much as I love you I would.
Because you don't deserve my love, or anyones, you don't deserve the tears, or the blood I've spilt
trying to get you to give two *****, about me, or about anyone else expect yourself.
You don't even deserve this, This morsel of respect, and love and tenderness, and forgiveness, I won't even try anymore, I've given up, you love someone else, and I have to face the facts, you can't love me, this mess of a girl, and I can't believe I'm saying this but I still *l o v e   y o u
 Jun 2013 Reilly Nicole
brooke
I dug too deep into that
wound and now I don't
know where I stand with
you, but I put myself here
so I can't complain anymore.
(c) Brooke Otto
Not a word, you refuse to speak, you look into my eyes and my heart plunges way to the deep
Not a kiss, nor a smile, no notion you will stay awhile
Do the words "I love you" not say enough
Or were you maybe just to tough
Not saying anything to me
Doesn't change a single thing
Because when I look at you, I can't stop the  s t i n g
You can't stop my love for you
It's like a thousand pound frieght train
Does this thing we had, have to go down in vain
Or should I just let it rain
Let the tears
F
   a
l
    l
And not answer any calls and maybe just disapear
What does it take to get your love.
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