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ReemaS Nov 2012
Smoke in the clear air
Out of the lungs that exhaled
No longer sober
ReemaS Nov 2012
The moment where I'm no longer angry with you is when I let myself go enough to enjoy you.

Suddenly you become important again. Refreshed, I see you as I once have. Kissing hands of a working man.

Looking back into your eyes as your hands hold onto my neck I realize that seeing you with another women would make me jealous.

In those moments I enjoy giving myself to you. Reminding you why you wake your mornings to a person like me.

Only in those moments I dont feel like hurting you with pain but only with pleasure.

Only in those moments is when I can enjoy you.
ReemaS Nov 2012
You read what may seem like fiction to you
Though to me its my reality
I thank you for reading thoughts that I keep to myself
As would a dictionary on a library shelf
Thank you for allowing me to feel like my words matter
I receive my notifications on a mental silver platter
As I view your feedback I feel happy inside
A spark, a flame begins to ignite
I usually feel very misunderstood
When you read my insanity I feel very good
I promise never to write a written lie
But to write a vision through my minds eye
I promise never to write a poem thats been forced
Like a marriage thats been bound to end in a divorce
I promise to always treat you like a poet should be
Grand and powerful like the sailing sea
Ill always be honored that my emotions you'll know it
I end this thanking you my dear reading poets
ReemaS Nov 2012
I keep having this dream
As weird as it may seem
My teeth are falling off
Down come Crumbling
Sickening it is to have it
Like a saint with a bad habbit
I keep having this dream
Teeth inside my mouth
One by one they all come out
A familiar taste of blood I remember
Gums soft and tender
Why am I dreaming this dream?
Stalking like a predator at night
Sending me images I cringe of its sight
Helplessly sleeping, unable to fight
I keep having this dream
My reflection no longer beautiful
A reject
A shame
What could this mean?
I keep having this dream
ReemaS Nov 2012
Im screaming
Do you hear me?
Do you like that?
Do you snicker at the thought
That I will never have my life back?
Im laughing too, see?
******* does not bother thee
You *****.
You coward!
Listening while I shower
The twisted thoughts you have
I can relate
Hence the drugs I take
I love you though
Do you love me?
Of course I love you
Because you are me
ReemaS Nov 2012
A nightmare began to play for opened eyes
A hesitated day had finally come
Opened eyes were too dry to cry
A decision was set, already made
Decision came with a price to be paid
I waited as the drugs eased the thought before the pain
Ultimately never being the same
Listening to them plead as doors opened and closed
My name being called
Slowly I rose
Entering the room where I became a killer
ReemaS Nov 2012
In this moment Im confused
Happy, sad, amused
Finding happiness where I go
Still I cry so
Holding on little to this world
Somewhere before my mothers womb

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