मैं लिखूंगा तेरे लिए
शायद ।।।
क्योंकि मैं रहु या न रहु
प्यार तुम प्लीज करते रहना
।।।बिन ईश्क़ मैं मुर्दा ।।
फिऱ क्यों जियूँ मैं
क्यों
।।।

Can we go?
Where no one's know
Just plan and let me know

Can we fly
Just you and I

Common
I am feeling sleepy

Come
come
Come

Let me know
When will you knock knock me
In pure dreams!!!
...

Walking alone
Unknowingly with unknown
Knowing known...
...

Garland of fear
Drinking like hell
Habit



...

We clapped with emotions...
A cup of hiccup's
Cornflakes of joy
water...and sweet corns

Little fog
Hungry fishes
Both enjoying below the deck of ship
N
N
N
A forest inside deep ocean
Jellyfish n starfish
Dancing
.
.
.

It happens..
Life is full of possibilities...
Cactus and rose dancing..
So what!! Let them dance..
I am going to become blue moon..
As everyday is not a new day...
Let's light landscapes in my mind
Connect the greenery of divine ocean
Let me fly
Let me fly
In the cup of daises and lilies..
I am a broken zombie...
So what!!let me walk
Let me walk...
Where no one goes...
Don't talk...why am I broken???
**** it ...
Uncertainty  ...

Don't,
Tell me nothing
I know
...

Don't stop me
Let me dive in love
Only this can heal me from cracks of heart...
Let me dive...
Let me dive completely...
Like a merging snow in water...
Changing the state of mind n heart
Overcoming depression...
Don't stop me
Let me dive completely...in pure love...

Under the million star visible Aura of love
Can be seen from distant fire...
Mind walking stopped...
Enthusiasm ignited with your appearance
Silent daffodils...
Bit by bit
A waves of boggling
Kindling ice...and ....
Nothing but a waves ....
Gone wind...
A panacea smoking ****
Drinking... boggling...
Boggling ... Drinking
....

In between the hill on one side
And deep ocean other side
I dipped in both knowingly
After knowing it's consequence
But I thought...
Let's throw ownself...
In the lamp of darkness
Let the light begin inside
N
Free up the soul...to liberate...
With the knowledge of every season...
Sometimes...multiple version of reason...also not worked...
Yet we explore the newness...
Pain or pleasure...
Circling...a star...a Venus...a Jupiter in vacant time and space...

काजल तेरी आँखों को
एक तरफा ईश्क़ में डुबो देता है मुझें
फिर क्या मैं ईश्क़ के बादल में खो जाता हूँ
तुझे खबर तक नहीं
और मैं तेरी याद  क़ैद हो जाता हूँ
और लम्हें
पल दो पल
निहारता मैं तुझे देख कर
और हज़ोरो लम्हें बीत जाते
सुबह की किरण में
चांदनी रात को याद करते करते।।।

।।।

everyone decay
everyone knows


so keep moving
where your will explore!!!

Slowly slowly
Sleep calls
Much needed
Exhausted

A walk....
A little talk..
Winds in heart...
Pumping in my graveyard...
You and buffering clue of hue
A color fading...like a charming sky
Clear...
And heart weep while
looking at silence daffodils
..

Possible possibility
Tried extremes...
Joy within lost
Over the lack of sunlight thoughts
Drinking coffee or beer
Smoking like hell
Possible heavens repels...
Negative emotions...
Kissing at twilight
Raising alarm
Provoking
Darkness
Thrill
N
Invisible

Virtually
Spaces traversing
With invisible
Real coding
Rolling pains
Romancing darkness!!!
Aura of love
Rippling
Repelling beauty's
N
Attractive beauty's
Oscillating
With different time n space frames

Battle within
A continuous string...

But, a ***** shot
And addiction...
...


Will you change my addiction??
Cheers !!
Let me sleep...
In the profound well...
Can't swim...
But,
Can solve things
Unsolved
.


...

*** n whisky
A kiss is not risky
You a pure coffee, am I a tea~?

***** dancing
A hall of love and lost
Kissing tulip
Magically eloped to new world
Knowing the burning cigarette
Desires horse...
Galloping with ecstasy
Mood swings...kissing the twilight
Locked in the mysterious aura
Echo of moon voice...
And silence of birds chirping...
Almost in half dream...
Streams of stress released ...
Beers chilling...
Hot sunshine...
Cheers!!!

Looking at the shop
Prolong looking
Wanting everything
Desires rises...
Attractions...
Cheers to attractive
Eye catching
Comforts
!!

Closed the eyes
For a while
Changed
next
window
location
...
..
.
Again
...
..
.

After dinner, a rest...is more than sufficient...mind speaks
Desires and necessity...
And the world of market...
Humans interdependent with the chains ...of comfort
Level by level
After all
Life icing with luxuries

Then mind speaks
Ice your mind
Relax
Cheers to beauty of mind

Pleasure of mind
Or
Pleasure of body
...!!!

Now dreaming
Over the quest of self
Other possibilities

Another mind told

What is darkness..

Is it absence of light???

A bowl of freedom
Captured a little more...
Enjoying earlier...
Now a jar of ocean freedom
Locked in own cage of unhappiness
..





.

I am in graveyard darkness
But seen more depressed people in graveyard...
So I am in less graveyard...
That means
Less graveyard must not feel low...
infact..turns me to move on

...
and
I am out of graveyard just by positive clicks
Shadowing negatives
cheers

Whatever the music tunes
Over the cup of broken glass
Let's splash all the hidden fears
Laugh a loud
Laugh a loud

Bang the enthusiasm rings of thoughts
Dreams less work like hell....
Bang on the goal...
Till you reach...
Get the kiss of perfection of road ...
Visualize and kick negatives...
Let the rays of sun and love of moon fall...

तुम्हारी सादगी में
फ़िदा मैं
कब मिलु
तुम ही बताओ
फिरहाल मैं जिन्दा हूँ
।।।

Your  searching eyes
Searching
..
.
.
Like a lime green juice
You looked  on me
With your searching heart
Quenching for next step
To be continued...

Mist n flower
Tangled together
Tango on
Slow walk
Moon laugh

अब रात
पर तेरा चेहरा
पूरी सुबह जैसा
मन को मोहः लिया

Conquer your weakness
Enlighten your enthusiasm
Trigger your skills
Chill...
Future life is more bright  than being past rejection
Cheers
After all world is full of probabilities
N
Just apply correct permutations n combination
Calmn
N
Rethink
Go to meditation
Jot down routine
Bang bang
Look deep into water
N
Say yourself you are great
N
Then step above n reach at top...sit n think...
What you want to achieve in life
Money or enthusiasm
Click on money
N
enthusiasm
both
Cheers
n
dare yourself to do current n future prospects
N
Earn healthy wealthy n wise
After completing the dedicated routine
I am going  to confess
my sins...
Because I was born human being , but now not...I am going to become an illusion for tomorrow...

Negotiating reality
Saying all will be well...
All will be almost well inside the depth of darkness...
Fear is dancing and lovely tulip blooming...
Wake up ...
Common start your day atleast...
Common a dreamer...
...


Flash of light...


And a invisible shadow...
Without knowing the cause...
Started following me ...
Like a everywhere approach...
And dancing wheel of fairy...
Sliding...long hairs...like a beautiful horror...
And beauty trapped in the dream...for next round of circulating sleep...





Wake up!!!
A black coffee thrice...
And inking dream thunders...
Stopped
...

Again a dream
A bucket of water splashed like festival of wake up!!!

Everything is in dream...
And
Self laugh
...
****** mirror
Fall down
With every glass...
Speaking a own stories...
Which was trapped when they were real...

And
Lovely haunting chairs
Locked me in déjà vu
...

तुमसे से मिला
आईने को देख
चलता चला।।।
चलता चला।।।

तुम देख रही थी।।।
और मैं खुद का ही पिछा करता जा रहा था
।।।

क्या कहता ?
जब खुद से ही हु लापता।।।



तेरी आँखों को नज़र के सामने से निहारा आईना के प्रतिबिंब से।।।
जब तेरी नज़र मेरी नज़र से न टकराई थी।।

फिर ।।।
देखता रहा।।।समुंद्र की गहरायी
सूरज की तीव्रता से।।।
और खुद ही कैद हो गया।।।
आईने के अंदर दूसरी दुनिया में।।।
और भुलता हुआ मैं जो भी हुआ।।।
शायद में गलत था।।।
और गलती कर बैठा।।
दारू का कांच टुटा और दिल भी शायद।।।

Her eyes were wet
Tough time and sky height loved stars flew from her loveliness ambience
Pains kissed brewing hollowness
Getting strength is tough...
Yet her will power will help her
She will fly
She will achieve her dreams
She will never back down
She will get rejuvenate soon
Let the strength of outer sky
Give her peace and strength to bear deep loss ...
Remember the remembrance...
Like a beauty forever in her mind..
Like mortals yet immortals with remembering ...
O clouds give her strength!
..

Cheers ! Cactus cute in my mind!!!
I am in the middle of stars
Loved the  beauty of stranger
Surprising a surpass...
My heart relaxed
Glancing
in the champagne gold
Kissing the twilight mid star...
Mermaids dancing in my mind..
Calming me precisely frozen
over the tango wild
Moon purples smile...
chaos in the fire light

O sun! Please smile
Bring cloud
Tree smile
Glittering shadows
Far far mile to mile
Just smile
Moon
Wishes
Honey ignites
Rainbow
Cheers !!!

Chill
Peacock smiles
Waves in hill
Mesmerizing
Wonderfully clear ....
Peacefully sing...

...

You come in my dream
Hey tonight I may hallucinate
Rewinding a turtles and lizards..
Hides behind   electricity switch
Looking me ...smiling...
While I switch off light ...
Night lamp will glow
I may see you my dream
Come dream to my dream
Let's go for adventure connecting mind to heart in dream voyage

Half filled
A water container
As if I have lived life half...
Where is my love ?~?
I asked ocean of love
She replied,come near me
and scuba-dive
n
Search
.



Search
.

Search
..

.
N

Find you beautiful mermaid!!!

Like a golden charm
Your lovely looks
Soothes me like a waves of calmness

Beliefs...
Faith n rain

Love n romance
You n me
May be in deep love
Possibly
!!!

Chilling and tanning
In the park of love
And thinking just nature...
And wonderful time of past and speculating future...
...
..
.

Beautiful leaf's
Falling tweaks
Ripples of vibrating heart
In illusion of unknown  walks ...
....
..

चिल्ला चिल्ला के
चीखती उसकी निगाहें
बिन कहे
दर्द ए फ़रियाद में
जवाबे हँसी
उसको किसी बात पे
अंजान से जवाब में
बिन सवाल के
गुस्सा कुछ इस कदर की
डरता हूँ अब मुस्कराहट से
अब कहना ही क्या!!!

I hope, metal of mind ruptures
Encouraging turns discouraging
Aftershocks of pure beauty
Soul suffers
At both end!
Brainom
Raining

Stars like your eyes
I am watching from terrace
My will says...
I am kissing you every breath...
N
I am in love with you...truly at nature's paradise...

Can we fly in dreams?
Just say yes...
N
We will be at dream place...
Where love is the rule to live n die...

Shall we initiate?

Drop me
Bye
Diving in the ocean...
Surfing snow inside my mind
While sinking in the plantation underneath ocean...
A dark adventure in the deck of induced suicide lovely ocean flowery invention afterlife....
....
Wake up buddy
Wake up buddy
Wine and *** was splashed on me
Blood circulation slow in sleep
Traumatic dreams as one hand pressed by depressive head...
Mind was searching a new route...
Heart was happy...floating in the relaxed mood...

Eventually I woke up with a splashed whisky...
And I found all organs attached with body and soul
Mind laughing...
Hallucinations overpowering
Persistence of vision...in circulation loop of dark dreams!!
....
..
.

At the zigzag brick
Climbing

Then a desires
Looked at sky
Azure pumpkin grassy towards next door of my mind

A sketch book
And colors of imagination
Sprinkling
Beauty dazzling
Just like a fine art
...
Then
..
Dusk appear within no time
..

मुझे मालूम है
की तुम मुझे पागल शराबी समझती हो
पर मैं फिर भी तुम्हे
इतना चाहता हुँ।।।
की कितना चाहता हूँ
वह केवल मेरी शाराब की कांच की खनखनाहट ही बताती है।।।
मैं पागल तेरी याद में ।।।
तेरी आँखों में डूबा ।।
जो तेरे नाम हो गया।।।
।

नाजाने उसका दिल
जो की दुनिया से कुछ न बोलता
मन ही मन दर्द में चुभता है
फिर भी कुछ न बोलता
अपने आप में ही खोया
एक अंजान रास्ते में रुका
और दर्द भरे  बादल में घुलता
मेघा का आने का इंतज़ार करता
अंजान है उसका दिल
नादानियों को जो सच समझा!!!

फूलों के रंग को देख
एक पहेली में खो गया मैं
उस वक़्त से दूर
उसके इतने पास मैं
फिर भी इतना गुमसुम
सुस्त परिंदा मैं क्यों
रंग में बेरंग सा यूँही
वक़्त को बीताता
उससे जुदा जुदा
जुड़ने की ख्वाहिश
मन में लियें रखता
।।।

Demon's of darkness
A spilling pool of thoughts
Over the deck of imagination
Reality is illusion as it's dark
Cheers to parallels coincide coin of blooming pains of fakeness imbibing like hell... possible a beautiful mask ...



Masking the true emotion... essentially ..
Like a treasure to keep inside pumping heart...

Rottenly dancing
to reverse tune,tuning
Fog and mist
Cactus in my mind
Turning beautiful charm
When you kissed me
with honey lips
My routine rewind
Brevity of sunrise
I see you
Mesmerising me
With your lovely smile
Knowingly
N
Unknowingly
I started loving you
I believe

...
Let's love
Nothing in this world remains forever, except memories...
It's better to fall in love

Isn't it?

Am I in dream
Or my alarm is not ringing???
Deep snoozed
Or

In two state

Mind is not in rest
Still I walk
I walk
I walk
Thinking new corners can heal me
But, in vain...
Then I laugh
I laugh
I laugh
Kissing the rays of sun
Turning dark daffodils without ***
.


.

Chill pill
A sixth sense
Something something
...
Probability sings
Many speaks many
What do you think?
Listen to you heart
Disconnect mind just a while
Take decision
Rejuvenate mind n heart