Minds are boggled n changed

So the situation and trust
Now a days



Don't trust
Blindly




...



Or

I believe trust  gone like a puppet without own power of virtue and playing with emotions of any needy people
and doing   haapily or sadly for greedy demons of impure reality





Still...

Raising alarm
can't reverse...
Act of immorals
Enhancing

then
please  help your needy nearby and see the happiness on them...
n
happy....truly...purely
See ...just see the eyes of happiness of real needy...


sense of atleast relief to the broken world ...may be rejuvenate later
May be one day
Like a small act of kindness daily
N
Imbibe beauty to your forever soul...

valley of lucrative coins
Throwing everyday anytime...
Like a blue or green...whisky
Don't try ...it's risky

Like falling in deep stepwell
In the invisible length of darkness...
Fire or ice?
Both is beautiful
Isn't it?

I am a queching for beautiful valley...
Falling crazily in the middle of terrace
Don't know but indulge in rat race...
And I am looking at mirror
whose frame cracked with
thousands stories of darkness...
cheers to darkness!!!

A drop of old habit
And suddenly rabbit dance
A sparks of sparrow looking me at glance...
Shh...I am old old habitual drinker...
And I and you ...both knows
we are nothing but an imagination
...

Life is revolving in boring chairs of darkness...
Forest keep me alive...otherwise I will be broken dead...
Laughing ownself in the mocking grass of daffodils...
Venom of love of nature dragging me like day meets night
Exactly at the dawn and dusk...just for survival...
Cheers!!!

Negotiating reality
Saying all will be well...
All will be almost well inside the depth of darkness...
Fear is dancing and lovely tulip blooming...
Wake up ...
Common start your day atleast...
Common a dreamer...
...


Flash of light...


And a invisible shadow...
Without knowing the cause...
Started following me ...
Like a everywhere approach...
And dancing wheel of fairy...
Sliding...long hairs...like a beautiful horror...
And beauty trapped in the dream...for next round of circulating sleep...





Wake up!!!
A black coffee thrice...
And inking dream thunders...
Stopped
...

Again a dream
A bucket of water splashed like festival of wake up!!!

Everything is in dream...
And
Self laugh
...
****** mirror
Fall down
With every glass...
Speaking a own stories...
Which was trapped when they were real...

And
Lovely haunting chairs
Locked me in déjà vu
...

Freely falling like a
sparrow of darkness n beggerness
Like a beam of  beautiful twilight
Golden fish and missing opportunity
**** it
Becoming a frozen trozen horse
Lamenting like eagle and snow of melting desires...
Laughing stock...
dreaming...just
Cheers

In the fushian
Drop of waves...
In the corridor of kites...
Our ecstacy...
Now almost gone far far in pseudo way of life...


Can those days come back...in linear time scale...
So tried
Constructing a parallel beam of time and space...
Almost living in half dream and half imagination
Tried Concatenating
But, a hopelessness...and shear failure...
Natural sky stars and rotation and revolution wins ...
and time is waiting for none
N
Walking in reverse time...
Almost next to impossible...

Then a great mocking laugh on ownself

And pointers of thoughts...
Asigned a place of alienation
And beautiful loneliness

Walking alone...
Alone
Alone

Like a Mr. lonely...
Cheers!!!

कितनी बार सोचा की तुम्हे कह दू
पर कह न पाया
क्यों मेरा दिल इतना कमज़ोर हुआ
जैसे की चाँद में जाने से पहले ही
बन गया मैं डूबता सितारा।।।

ग़म ए ईश्क़
मेहखाने में रहता अब मैं
शाम ओ सुबह
।।
।।।

Daffodil sky
Looking you prior before I see myself
Don't be shy
....

क्या करता ईश्क़ में मैं तेरे
तो कूद गया
बिना सोचे अंजाम ए दर्द का
पागल पागल फिरू उड़ता मैं अब
बिना कोई पर्र का
नदियों के पास बैठता मैं अब ।।।
और
एक से नहीं सब से प्यार करता मैं
बिना सोचे समझे
ज़माने के ताने बाने का
।।।

A warm cup of coffee
N
A night lamp at terrace
Drinking a sip by sip of imagination
While truly looking each other in dream...
Mesmerising

Again
Looking
Again
Laughing
Again
Smiling
Again
.
.
.

Are we in dreams of dreams?

Stars like your eyes
I am watching from terrace
My will says...
I am kissing you every breath...
N
I am in love with you...truly at nature's paradise...

Can we fly in dreams?
Just say yes...
N
We will be at dream place...
Where love is the rule to live n die...

Shall we initiate?

Yeah I am enjoying purple lagoons
Mixed with fushia of enthusiasm
Kissing the peg of smile
Over the lofty mountains
which is far- far mile
Over the deck of dreams
I screams I screams..I screams...
I am not a human being
torning a piece of sands and water
smiling over the genie of snow...
Hallucinations overpowering me ...

And

I met a vampire of beauty...
Kissed me
Turning me joyful zombie...
And we are flying in zompire island...
Cheers!!!

नयी राह में
नयी चाह में
मैं चला
दिल को संभाले
दिल से दुर
नज़्में में उसे देखता बस
फिर कँही फिर से मुलाक़ात की ख्वाहिश
नयी राह में पुरानी राह को प्यार से देखता
।।।

Wondering at the park
Hand in hand
Slow dance and slow kiss
Waiting for evening beautiful dusk
And reaching at the top of pillar mountain height
To watch  sunset point and while looking each eyes ...
With a wind in heart like a sensual harmonium
octet rhythmic calmness pertaining a persistence of vision
while looking after sunset... closing each other eyes...
....

Tumhare hai hum
Bin kya tumhare hum
.

..

Like a golden pearl
Your lovely lips
...

...

N
I, a dreamer
Can we both dream
Like never before!!!

हाँ फिर से
तुमने अपनी बात में मुझे मना लिया।।
मैं एक डूबता मुसाफ़िर किनारे आ गया
नजाने क्यों ???



हाँ तूमसे मिलने।।
शायद
क्या फिर डूब जाऊंगा ये सोच रहा हुँ?

यह सुनते ही
तुमने जुल्फों में मुझें
कैदी बना दिया
और
और
चल दिए समुन्दर से कोसो दूर दूर बहोत दूर
एक अनजान डोर में जैसे की बंध गए हो जैसे।।।
।।।

Mocking...
Beats of thunder in snow
Birds flutters

Deck of ship
Penguins kissing
  In déjà vu

Don't stop me
Let me dive in love
Only this can heal me from cracks of heart...
Let me dive...
Let me dive completely...
Like a merging snow in water...
Changing the state of mind n heart
Overcoming depression...
Don't stop me
Let me dive completely...in pure love...

तुम मुझे।।।
देखो
उसी तरह
मेरी आंखोंमें
तुम खूद को पाओगी
जैसे की जल परी ।।।



मैं तुम्हे ढूंढ रहा हुँ धुंध भरी रातों में अब भी वहीँ
उसी जगह जँहा रोज़ मिला करते थे।।।
और प्यार भरी निगाहों में शामिल ए इक़रार।।।
खोये खोये एक दूजें में
ज़माने से दूर ।।।
केवल दिल ही दिल में रहा करते थे।।।

Metal fencing in sand sculpture
Keeping a safe... eyes...
Cuccons of beauty...wonder
A crab near the fencing
Singing monotonously
N
..kissed the sculpture n turn truth to lies...

Rose n rosy
Dances in the cloud of foggy
Kissing rain
..
.


.........
.
.

Beauty of thou heart
N
Wonder of eyes
Drawing an injection of love
Love is everything
Pure Love heals
Cracks in heart
Like a miracle

...
Can we live without love?

Out of track
A silent neet drink of whisky
N
drawing a life in unknown risky



.


N
Laughing
Just to increase
The blood circulation rate faster
.
.

Magnetic resonance of love separation
Imaging a chronic pain inside core of heart...
N
Strings of mind gone
In deep depression
Hallucinations not solution

Can a new love can heal the past?

Junoon Kanha
Ab pehle ki tarah
Abhi na hosh raha
Aur wajah bhi jeene ki jaise
Dheere dheere
khatam Hoti ja Rahi hai

Bewajah
ya
phir wajah

Daru

Pita hu nukkad nukkad me
Aur dhoondta hu ek theekana
Janha Noor Bhari
pyaar hi pyaar **
.

..
Aur na Milne par
Phir se
Sharaab e gulab
Me Nazar
Aur...
Sharaab Ko hi Humsafar ki tarah ghulta doobta ...ek yaad me
Chun Liya ** jaise...
Har waqt
Har lamha
Khyaal e khwaab me

Aur

chamakta Sitara
Ko tootte hue dekha
Toh phir ek mehfil
Aur
khyaal wohi puraane din ke
Aur
aaj bhi yaad karu
Toh Lage naye jaise taaza
gulaab e nasha ...
Aur Ishq Bhari woh aankhein

Kudrat ka karishma ** jaise

..

Aankh khuli
Par Raha toh mein bas ek sharaabi

Yaadein aur woh neele neele amber
Aur oska Chand ki taraf  dekhna
.


Aur
mein niharta ose
Chandni raaton me
Chand se bhi jaida khubsurat
Ose dekhta mein Haqeeqat me
...
...


...
Aur phir ek kaanch ki bottle tooti
mere haathon me
Khyaal aaya
Ki
Ab mein osse bahot dur ** Chuka hu
...bahot dur...


Aur Ishq jaise...
Najane aankhon me kaed
Aaskhq e beedi
Khud Ko jalata
aur
.
.

.
Kitni bhi koshish Karu
Par oska chehra Nazar aa hi jata
..

...
.
.

haalat e Dard mein
khud Ko bhi nahi keh pata
isliye ..
Juda hu khud se...
pagalpan aur Awarapan me
...
Ek awaaz pyaar ki
Tadapta hu sunne ke liye
...
Aur raaton ki neend
Ko bhula deta hu
Bekaari me
Sharaab
ki
aadat me



..
.

Beauty inside the peripherals...
A demon's missed inside the burned heart...
Depressed heart ignited...
Dangerously walking...at the tip of seesaw..to n fro waves of dark breezes... snatching peace inside the gravity of body n soul...

Alcohol stopped working...
Cigarettes too ...
Nothingness and something n everything...
Framing a peg of broken zombie...
Vampires looking zombie...
N
era of zompires begins inside imagination of reality...

Mingling a depression thought
Fake encounters...
Mind brevity destroying inside ruptured soul
Like a black hole revolving me deep to dismantling my soul away from my body....
And I laughed n laughed and slept with open eyes...

Daru aur dard
aansoo
Paani Paani sa lage
Dono hi pagalpan kaa sabab hote
par halat e waqt pe mujhe yunhi rehne do..
Shayad kal ** Na **
...

.

Demon's of darkness
A spilling pool of thoughts
Over the deck of imagination
Reality is illusion as it's dark
Cheers to parallels coincide coin of blooming pains of fakeness imbibing like hell... possible a beautiful mask ...



Masking the true emotion... essentially ..
Like a treasure to keep inside pumping heart...

Bottomless ocean
Tussle within own consciousness
Hiding self
...

Tussle ... within..
Soul within soul
Fakeness pretending fairness
Creamy cactus...
Everything is bounded like a share profit of fakeness...
But, wine seems  pure...
*** as old as gold
Whisky n risky
Water wonderful
In glass crystal clear
But
Pure intensions hard to find
Cheers to fakeness!!!
Cheers...

Gone ...

Unresolved
...






Beauty of soul
N
Beauty within the soul
...
A layer...
Elements of earth ...
Bounded


...

Dancing unnecessary..

Will of desire...
Abruptly snatched...

And
Wine laugh...
Blue n white...
Azure sky...
What a beauty
Full of vastness...
And a breezes above the roof..
Framing eyes...

Capturing just sky...
N
Nothing else...

May be a peg of clouds sizzling inbetween..
Like a moving clouds meeting the love in omnidirection...

...

Over a peg of vision
A road recklessly broken
Still mending inside the wall of brain
Broken without gain...

!!!cheers!

Probably a swallowed
In ocean
N
Wild flowers blooming
N
Attracting like hell.


N
Saying
'Touch me not'

A walk...
Trying not to remember...
But dimensions of brain
Dancing with persistence of vision..
Reflecting again and again...
Even the cigarettes n wine... fail ...
That's the beauty of cactuses...
....

A wonderful exciting adventures
Probably
Full of negativity n positivity
Superimposed
n
attenuated
Overall possibilities...
And wonderful laugh ..

Even the hell was surprised...
Mocking bird clustering n fluttering...
Wow...

Truth is multiple version
Tied with the snakes and daffodils
Beauty of ambience...
N
Just playing the role of multiple role...
...

Inside the circle of hollowness...
And a wonderful laugh...
Laughing like hell...
N
Thinking  nothing
Just chilling...

Alarming mind
Heartless speaking speechless
Over the cup of long walk
A miles self mock
Lubricating desires of newness
Possibly in circular wings of imagination
Drying completely...
Deep hollowness within...
Almost killing ownself senselessly sensibly
...

Opened the window
Wind and trees...
Waving for
good morning till good night
I watch them..happily
And in my corridor of dreams...
They sing a song of enthusiasm
A token of love...
N
I sleep, I sleep...
Having nature of love in my eyes...

तुम हो तो अच्छा लगता है
दिल से दिल मिलते है
और सब आसान सा
पर तुम न हो तो
तबीयत ही खराब
।।।

Desperate
N
Waiting
N
Red wine
N
Rosy Kiss
!!!

Half knock door
N
Sublime lime green juice
...

Overlooked
N
Overlooked
....

Thirsty mind
N
Drank every sip
....

Partially in love
N
Curiously dancing will
...

Dancing fairy
Dolphins walk
Painting...
Sizzling snakes
Coloring possibilities...
..
..
.