Someone stabbed me from behind,
they found it was my sweetheart,
I was thankful to her, as life was
demanding a price too much of late,

I wanted to believe it's her, and was glad,
I knew how much she loved me, to do this herself,
finding a solution to end the existential pain forever.
But when she came, in tears seeking forgiveness,
and my heart started to bleed, I was confused.

Not the face I saw, the world hides many things,
from me, I've been lovefooled again and again,
I thought her  words  were worth gold, a **** silly fool
She has been  slowly eating my soul, this fits me well!

From the meadow green,
Sweet flowers are blooming,
Lavenders pretty.

Daffodils yellow,
Blooming sweetly at my feet,
Opening their blooms.

Mountains of pure white,
Are beautiful in thy sight,
They are tall and strong.

Sunrises at dawn,
The begining of a day,
Quickly it ended.

Ferns sweet in the woods,
When you pick them they will die,
If you don't they bloom.

*~Marian~

Under skies of blue,
Sits my friend, Rebecca Askew!
How sweet is she!
She is a joy and delight to me!

She has been to me kind,
She is a fairy flying on the wings of the wind,
She is so sweet;
She is a sugar-coated treat!!

She is my friend,
She walks upon the blowing wind,
I really her love;
The love which comes from above!

She is my friend,
She walks upon the blowing wind!
Under skies of blue,
Sits my friend, Rebecca Askew!*

~Marian~

Less than a queen
she never would be,
the rules will be,
set by her, and others
have to fall in line,
she thought in her, inimitable
self centered way,
though selling it to those around,
had its own difficulties.
Soon she found,
that was not to be,
as the world has rules
set by its laws of movements,
so she fell apart;
he saw her from afar
getting ready, putting on
her space suit, to take off,
without a second thought,
to a parallel universe,
she once detested,
now found attractive,
as she thought it's easy
to curry favour,
the denizens, they will fall pray
to her quick fix charms.
Would she be aware
of the black energy,
that lurks everywhere.
"what else can one say
now that you have decided"
he told that himself.

Winter nights are the cruelest,
sound of incessantly falling ice,
disturbs.It accumulates,
on the foliages above,
slide,
       and fall
             on the earth
                           with a
                                      thud.
   I am sweating tears,
my heart bleeds; a pain-
I can't share with anyone,
as you aren't near.
*My heart develops a hole,
                        I peer inside,
and see you
               sit there perplexed!