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Rai May 2023

Luna

_Moon madness
Energies harnessed
Like a wild beast
Yearning
Anxiety rising
Thoughts ever running
In spaghetti hoop roundabouts
My feelings are reeling
Nature is screaming
Inside my head
Wild winds are blowing
Sunrise is slowing its embrace of the day
Captured still in sunsets that have gone astray
Chaos silenced
Silhouetted heart shaped nothings
And I beat my drum
Trying to find my way through
The dark woods of night loom too close
The full moon pulls , shifts , enlightens and helps me let go of my ego
What is left
Will drift freely
A bride to the ocean
A servant to the air
Harnessed by fire
May the earth below my feet consume all that is not needed here.
As Luna sits quietly, most powerfully above us
Let us remember
Just how insignificant
We are here
Nature runs riot
And we scream for help
Nature screams loud
We have nowhere to run
We are not listening
But we will be made to to feel
Without any doubt _

Rai May 2023

Fly

I wrote a letter
To the wayward girl
The one that used to be me.
I apologised
For letting the wrong people in.
For walking away from opportunities which would have been good for her and just generally not being the best version of who we could have been and become.
I quite like being me most of the time.
It’s the rest of the time
When I don’t quite feel like I belong.
When the world just feels overwhelming.
When I take the smallest rejection as something more.
So I’ll say sorry that she needed to learn how to build walls to protect us.
I’m sorry the foundations weren’t more stable on the rickitty ole life we’ve shared.
But we got here
Wherever here is
And there’s many days left to let the sun shine on our faces and for the breeze to caress all that needs healing within us.
I wrote the letter , then made a paper aeroplane
How far I wonder
Just how far …

Rai May 2023

Moment

Just for a moment
I could breathe.
For a moment
I thought I had it all.
That moment taught me that anything is possible.
But also that everything is always changing
Morphing
Renewing
Everything is temporary.
Even love …

Rai May 2023

Trample

She said she loved you.
Then trampled on your desires.
She said she cared.
But preferred him in the end.
She held you close as your heart broke.
And she then turned away as you surrendered your soul

Rai May 2023

So

Sorry is a stupid word.
The thought before the action wasn’t sorry.
The action was meaningful in whatever form it took.
Keep your sorries.
Change the thoughts that run riot and cause chaos.
Action speaks loud.

Rai May 2023

Above me

A billion stars lay twinkling above me in the dark void of the night.

I searched for eternity
There are no answers here

Rai May 2023

What then ?

When the numbness subsides
What then?

When the breath
Feels stale in my lungs
And my heart is heavy
Will you …