I have no words
Only feelings
My poetess is screaming
Angry
But in understanding
It is time
To say goodbye
A silent tear
No one will
Ever see me cry
Why do i have to always
Feel so much
So deep
Spirit ripped
Connection severed
To a heart already feathered
Now i have found my pain
Again
Must my poetess
Keep singing
The melodies in my mind
To the end of time  
Farewell my friend

There is
Beauty in this world
look close and you will see it
listen silently and you may hear it
Use your hands to touch
Open your heart so you might find it
This is my message
Believe and you can create all that you wish to have in your life
Let not past regrets close your heart
Let not the ugly of the world make you close your eyes to beauty
May you not close your ears to the songbirds sweet melody
May you use your hands to hold the ones you love
Find the strength to stand tall
And your world will become beautiful and meaningful
This is my message to you all

Tenderness flawed by the endless need
to hold on to your own sanity
I turned to look for you
But saw nothing
A desert stretched out before me
It felt as though death had
buried you before my return
No face
Where faces loomed
No presence to fill the gloom
Tenderness within the silk of the hour
was surely mine to bestow

So tell me

Do you really hate me

as much as you love me

or

was that just the way you play

Is it the way you hurt

and

the way you scream

When your angry

do you think of me

tell me

do you really love me this much

Or is it just a game we play

so we can remember

not to feel

My mind is quiet

need for grounding

poetess in slumber

No thoughts pass between us

I will let her sleep now

My emotions have exausted her

Sleep humble lady of mine own creation

and thankyou for rising above

and teaching me how to fly.

NOISEY

life is feeling rather

WHY CAN'T U JUST SHUT UP*

What a mouth on it*

SCREAMING

always ****** screaming

I CAN'T DO THIS

Why did i come here

HELP ME

Why do you need help please just be quiet

I NEED HELP BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM

maybe if you stayed quiet for a moment you would know who you are

SO EASY FOR YOU TO SAY

Whats that meant to mean

I'M  A TEENAGER NOT A *****

Dinners ready - who are you talking to up there

NO ONE  MUM , WAS JUST TALKIN TO ME SELF