So tell me

Do you really hate me

as much as you love me

or

was that just the way you play

Is it the way you hurt

and

the way you scream

When your angry

do you think of me

tell me

do you really love me this much

Or is it just a game we play

so we can remember

not to feel

My mind is quiet

need for grounding

poetess in slumber

No thoughts pass between us

I will let her sleep now

My emotions have exausted her

Sleep humble lady of mine own creation

and thankyou for rising above

and teaching me how to fly.

NOISEY

life is feeling rather

WHY CAN'T U JUST SHUT UP*

What a mouth on it*

SCREAMING

always ****** screaming

I CAN'T DO THIS

Why did i come here

HELP ME

Why do you need help please just be quiet

I NEED HELP BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM

maybe if you stayed quiet for a moment you would know who you are

SO EASY FOR YOU TO SAY

Whats that meant to mean

I'M  A TEENAGER NOT A *****

Dinners ready - who are you talking to up there

NO ONE  MUM , WAS JUST TALKIN TO ME SELF

I  am your Mighty dragon from within

boundlessly

hopingly

knowingly

I sour above this

maddening crowd

Trying to protect my lady

Guyums soldiers come

he wants to steel her beauty for his own

her soul is made from gems so pure

Diamond pools surround her palace

Great dragon of spirits protects and  

surveys all she  has created

Woodships wait to sail

fairy maidens their wings do polish

Hobbits and men come forth

ready for the battle to come

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man of my own breathe

Be beside me

love will quench the fire and

storm that rages on the other side  

The salt celler is full

go sprinkle around your havens

protect we must from the dark priest

White stallons take thye knights and

warn the great lord of our arrival

I need the help of the bright side

The walls will come come down

before the night turns to dawn

But

beware false prophersy

for it is sure to blind thee

and trust no one until you return to the fold

Be gone now from me great warriers

God some people **** my body

It  brings moments of satisfaction

but not much else

God some people **** my brain

its brings nothing that feels like satisfaction

but i learn so much from them