I am no longer afraid to die.

Day 81927181 of my heart being broken and I still wonder if your chest ever aches at the sound of my name the same way mine does whenever I hear yours.

There's a lump in my throat and an ache in my chest.

I keep trying to fit myself into places that weren't made for me
I have too many scars

What am I doing

i want the storm to run out of rain

Everything would be alright
If I could kiss you tonight

It's as if those words you let leave your tongue
Were equivalent to a drug
Shot into my veins
Or
A bullet
To my heart

Did you even think about my feelings?
Did you even realize what you were doing to me?

alone again

When you hold me do you feel like you have the whole world in your hands?