Yes, you have faults
But they are eclipsed
because you let me sniff your head

You miss me?
Now?
You had me
Now you don't

I will capture what I can of your affection
I embrace your warmth
You are beautiful
I feel my fondness grow to pain
I am scared of you
How much will you hurt me?

I can feel you, warm, deep inside my belly
My skin is stretched tight, it's itchy sometimes
You move and I can feel you
Earthquake rolling inside me
And my soul is full like my belly, with wonder
and joy, I can feel you

You are
A rescuer but not an enabler
Grounding, mother
skilled, strong
ordered
soft, kind
beautiful
intense
You make me want to cry