The water pulls back and forth,
It's wild and calm and beautiful,
I want to live there,
In all of that controlled chaos,
I'm leaning against the golden rail,
The lights are shining behind me,
The musics humming in my ear,
People pass by me,
They try to interact with me,
But they don't interest me at all.
All that ocean air is wrapped in my hair,
It's curling at the ends,
I'm suffocating in the smell,
I swear it'd be the happiest death I'd ever see,
Now a hand is on the small of my back,
I don't dare turn around,
His contact against my skin
feels just like getting lost at sea,
His scent and the water,
The whisper of his voice against the wind,
My knees are buckling,
I'm on stilts a thousand feet tall,
Is my temperature really rising,
How does he do this to me?
I pull closer to the cool rail,
I use it to balance myself,
I try to seem calm and cool,
But everything I love is standing on both sides of me,
And I'm wanting to let go,
Falling rapidly into them,
But his arm goes around my waist,
I'm sinking into his hand,
I'm doomed.
He's right there staring into the water,
Leaning against the railing,
The boat has us both a little unsteady where we stand,
But I've never been so planted,
I've never loved like this,
The blue eyes I've came to know so well are shining against the waves,
Then they look at me,
For a moment I lose it,
I cling to his chest,
A chill runs up my spine,
But I'm so warm,
Right there in his arms,
I'm floating along,
I lean in to savor the sensation,
Then with the wind,
There his ghost is gone again,
I lean over the rail,
I did everything to be in his arms again,
Then into both my loves I go,
It's the happiest death I came to know,
Because without him I'm nothing,
Together we're a wave in the ocean,
The high tide on the shore,
Something wild and new,
Don't morn us,
Just look for the boat on the horizon,
That's where we'll be,
Together.

I'm spinning,
Round and round,
And I see you,
But I can't stop to touch you,
Instead I just reach for you,
But I know I'll never be able to touch you,
I just can't seem to slow down.
Pictures are fading,
It's a blur,
Yet, Whenever I come around I see you there,
Not your face,
Or any intricate detail of you,
Just the form of you,
The way your standing,
I know it's you there,
But you're gone with the wind,
And I'm spinning still,
And I just can't stop.

I believe in everything,
I know I shouldn't, but I do,
I guess I'm just a foolish little girl,
I still believe things to be true,
And although I am still bruised,
That I can be shined as good as new.
I believe in people,
Even if they all break my heart,
I know the fires hot,
But maybe this time I won't be burned,
I believe in contradictions,
Solutions to problems,
Not all people are evil,
You just have to know how to look at them,
I believe in miracles,
The light in the dark,
Wishes on stars,
I don't know why,
I believe it all,
I'm just a foolish girl,
I fall to hard,
I believe it all.

If it was easy,
what would we do,
Would we still act like we have something to prove,
Would it be the same,
I think we'd grow bored,
God knew what he was doing making us this way.
Just yesterday we were arguing,
Things were hard,
But we aren't the kind to give up,
Or just walk away,
So we'll stay,
No matter what road we choose,
Or where we go,
We'll arrive at the same place
We have the same goal,
And I promise I'll always stay.

We always fight,
It's just what we do,
We aren't the same people,
Sometime we aren't even compatible,
I hate the way you use the toothpaste,
You don't like the music I listen to,
If I had a chance at some perfect guy,
Who did everything like me,
Who always comforted me,
Who's always sweet,
I'd still pick you.
What's the fun in perfect,
That means everything's the same,
You keep me on my toes,
In a way that no one else ever has.
I hate your temper,
You hate mine,
But I love you,
And we'll be alright,
Because at the end of the day,
I'm happy you're mine.

Your words hurt just as much as your actions,
I don't know what you're trying to do,
All this love I have for you,
You just want to break it in two,
Do you even care if I hurt?
I'd never hurt you,
If I'm really not what you want,
Then just say we're through,
Really, must you torture me like you do?
I've never asked anything of you,
I've just loved you unconditionally,
Then you dare come to me,
Saying it's all a lie,
If I'm lying to you,
Why have I been here since the start?

Will you hold my hand?
Just stay close to me,
Every thing is crumbling,
It's so hard to believe,
I had control,
Or so I believed,
Now I'm holding onto pieces,
Things I'll never get to have again,
So hold my hand,
Nothing makes sense,
I was on top of the world,
Now I'm hanging on the edge,
So hold my hand,
You can stand with me,
We can watch my world crumble,
Piece by falling piece,
If I start to cry, just squeeze,
I'm not who I want to be,
My fingers are still shaking,
So hold my hand,
Maybe I can take this,
Nothing to lose,
Everything to gain,
I might be able to act okay,
But I won't if you let go of me
so just hold my hand.

It’s been ten months and six days,
The pain is still so fresh,
Every day it gets worse,
I never get pass that hill.
I just wish you were here to hold me;
when I cry myself to sleep every night,
On my best nights I lay in bed;
pretend your next to me,
But I open my eyes,
And I can’t go back.
I haven’t breathed a breath of life;
Haven’t felt the slightest pleasure,
Since the day you left this earth,
But you haven’t left my world;
You are my world,
You just somehow left me behind,
I try to let go of the past,
I find myself still holding on for dear life,
You’re the only thing worth keeping,
I wish I could go back,
There we live,
In all those memories,
That’s where I want to be with you.
I’d do anything,
Give anything up,
Just to have you in my arms again,
You made promises to me,
I swear you’re the worst pain,
I’d ever had the pleasure of keeping,
Now I’ll walk my whole life through,
Until I get to the gates to see you,
But until that day,
My heart will be beside you,
Grieving at your grave.