Its cold, its warm
I love, I hate
Sobriety, Insanity
Sick of walking in my worn out shoes
Whiskey can't cover the scars
They tell me it's all the same

One Drink, Two Drink, Seventeen Drink,
Cloud washes over me
A cloud of haze and adventure.
Fun to say the least.
One ****** down by 10 pm
Gram of ******* diminished
Love is in the air.
6 am death is upon me
Women cant sooth me

Women that I'll see touch the sky
Touched a life
Child was three
This was my third visit to her house today
An addict
Kept supplying
As the straw hit her nose it was transcending
Speaks of life but no life was accomplished
One hit after another
Money in my pocket
Food not in the kids mouth
Not feeling well
Touch my face
Kept moving to the next deal
Put coins on her eyes
I'm no god

A new day is dawning
I blank scale has approached
Do what you will
Erase me from the horizon

My heart is dead for all to see. You're just blind. I've lost my mind and crossed the line too many time. The devil may be reached but never touched. Reach out. Well done.

8am, drunk. What time is it? What day is it? Keep drinking.

Life is young, life is short. Do the things you don’t want to do and do the things that everyone tells you not to do. **** them, try.

She told me I was fragile and didn’t have a capacity for emotion. Well *******. She had the most beautiful brown eyes, they made my knees weak. Shattered and disillusioned, I had fallen in love. Compliments are nice, but hookers are cheaper in the long run. Beer is good, ******* is great. My weeping soul could not make the difference out of two bottles of beer or two hookers that were so blown out of their mind, even I looked handsome. After listening to so many ominous records, I had come to the conclusion of defeat.

She left me on a Tuesday and I was drunk for 18 days straight. I couldn’t differ from morning, day or night. The night was young I’d had spent my last 100 bucks on a ******* from a ****** down on Hollywood boulevard. ******* it was the best I had ever had.

26, diminished and beaten. The day was May 29th in Los Angeles. I’d seen too much at a much too young age. I had just done three hits of acid and was beginning to trip. The world flashed in front of me as if it were the first encounter of alien life form seen by man. I took three more to make sure I get the full experience. There were two naked broads at my bed foot. *** appeal was out the window and I could only think about how small I was in this god forsaken earth. ****** both of them, but can’t remember their faces.