have you ever broken something and tried to put it back together?
you usually can't find every single piece
but you glue the bigger pieces together
it's not perfect but it doesn't look half bad
most people won't notice it's broken unless they look hard enough
and that's kind of how it was after you left
I was like a broken vase that you dropped on purpose
it may have taken 6 months for me to put most of the pieces back together
and I'm still missing some
but only a couple people had to look hard enough to notice such sadness in my eyes
and everytime I see the half broken vase in my hallway I smile
because even though it's missing some pieces it still stands
it may not be perfect but it's fixable
And it gives me hope that maybe one day I'll be okay
without you,
the missing piece
I wrote this a while ago.