I saw you
Felt butterflies in my belly
Yes for real
Put your ear here, hey but the belly button's smelly..


I see what I did there
Wasn't good enough for a joke
Or was it? It's just you Shakespeare
Go out have a smoke.

* Disclaimer* smoking kills...

Try laughing without a reason
People will consider you mad?
Well it's better than showing you're sad.
No one cares except your dad..


Nope daddies don't care
Yep yes they do
When you need em they are always there.

Unless they are alcoholic dads
Scolding, beating , hurting there lads.



Just high on pain
Not high on drugs.
No pain no gain

Scars I look at them with pride
Recalling the dark times no one by my side

I have to walk the path alone now
Have to scold myself to not moan now
Leave the past , it's gone now
Scars heal the time has shown now

The world has its orders
Humans have declared borders
Selfishness is the holy creed
Revenge now I see is a good deed

What we want destroyed us
We never thought what we needed
To stay in content with what you have
Is the first step taken by the ones who succeeded

Promises are broken everyday
So are bones
Death will take grasp of just one
What about the ones who then moan?

I move with the wind
My Havoc mind
You may have seen evil
I'm the one of my kind


The sinister thoughts
The wicked wishes
I see the devil hiding from me
I see his baby plans and enjoy the laugh


I'm beyond the evil
I'm beyond medival
I'm beyond greed
I'm beyond lucifers creed


The world has driven me crazy
I'm crazy I guess you say
I'm beyond the craziness
I've evolved to selflessness


What i am now
Is a selfless insanity

I don't need a reason
I've got regrets a ton

What I am now
Is a controlled destiny


Destruction is my origin
I've been destroyed and I destroy
What a selfless insanity can do
Oh my.


J.... Jester
O.... On
K..... Kings
E..... Empire's
R..... Redemption

Hey buddy you're funny you make me smile
Oh yeah well why don't you sit with me for a while
I'll tell all about my fake shattered smile


Found my brother
******* about me at my back
Why call him a brother
When dignity he lacks


Well I want to stick in his face some darts
He ain't nothing, not worth a real brother's farts

Oh well yeah that's a funny one


Someone weeping said to me
I have a broken heart
I said to her well
I have one too..!

What do we get when we combine two broken hearts?
She smiled and said softly a new heart

I smirked and said no lady that's two broken hearts...



Just the pain shared
Die a thousand times love dared...


A small doubt that someone cared
Expecting some help being scared



The humor is just a mask
The sarcasm just does the task
Why so serious you ask?
Try living in havoc's flask.

I bought a red balloon today
It was round and shiny and bright
I smiled as it gently swayed
All bouncy and floaty and light

I don't know why it made me happy
Tied to a piece of string
I suppose when we all feel ******
It helps us cope with things

It dazzled like a beacon up high
On this day so dark and grey
But it brought smiles to passers by
Something to brighten up their day

But then I looked at this balloon
As it glowed above my head
Its beauty and life will deflate soon
So I let it go instead

Fly little red balloon.....

Hey Human listen
Why such wickedness?


A happy smiling face
Inside empty
Happiness you can't trace

Words of encouragement
To them
To you
Arrows of discouragement



Why so concerned about others?
Deep inside you know,
In need even you leave your mother


Yes drop that fake mask
And what you want, just ask
Stop playing the honey combing games
Remove the sweet, sour, touchy names


Well yeah you got what you needed
The seed due to which towards me you heeded.
Well now I don't think you even know my name
Ah just another mean stranger, what a shame.


Ummm well yep I like your face
Now I'll befriend you like, it's meant by grace
Nah I don't like your looks
Well farewell, I've to read saintly books.


Hey you, you seem happy..
Oh well I'll enter your life..
I'll be sure to make it ******...
I'll slit your happiness with a knife

After all the struggle
All the promises all the trouble
After all the tears
And these lonely years

I find cute only polar bears
And I like to play with my fears
Well now what about death....
Love her, longing for her till my last breath...