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meana May 2016
i thought i have found
a place where
i could
let myself
free.
i thought i have made
the right
choice.
i thought i have become
the person
you wanted me
to be.
i thought i have proved
my worth.

but i didn't expect it to be mere thoughts,
regrets
and dead hopes.
  Apr 2016 meana
Alyssa Paul
This poem I write to you
about the things I have done

With every breath
and every word
I hope to bring life, to you and me.
You are my sun, my joy, my light in the dark.
Please forgive me for all I have done.

The things that I do, I do for you,
becauseĀ in the moment I find them to be true.
When I make you laugh,
When I make you cry,
When I made you mad,
When I make you happy.

I write this for you
so you can see
that you mean everything to me.
meana Apr 2016
at 5 years old, i learnt that not everyone likes me.
at 6, i knew that i am weird and no one likes me.

at 7, i found out that i am able to do something and be someone whom people respect and depend on.
at 8, i knew that i was not a bad memorizer.

at 10, i knew that people will always hate me for what i do and 10 year-old girls can also be bullies.
at 11, i knew i wasn't smart enough.
at 12, i realized that life wasn't that hard.

at 13, i learnt that there is more to life and life IS hard.
at 14, i knew that i was good enough,
at 15, i learnt that being small does not make me a weakling.

at 16, i knew that guys are scary, people leave and there is always hope in every dying soul.

at 17, i learnt to differentiate the voices of my heart and mind, life is getting harder and reality is not the way i imagined it would be.
meana Mar 2016
can you open new doors for me?
and close the past.
bring your darkness
and your light.
be yourself
and stay true.
meana Mar 2016
we are all searching for something
our true self
our true friends, and many more.
we are searching our hearts out
amidst an unknown future
that we are yet to discover.
we know little about our treasure,
far ahead of us.
we also know little
about the route we are on.

is it the right one?

we might be lost along the way
but the courage and strength we have allows us to take the risk and give the future a chance, whether we are doing it alone, or together. it doesn't matter.
we are the lost stars.
meana Feb 2016
"you are loved. please remember that when everything hurts and you want to disappear that you are beautiful. please remember that when the world is set on putting you far down into the dirt that the only gifts we were blessed with when we were born was life and air. so breathe because it isn't over yet. you are beautiful and you are loved. you deserve to be here"

i am sorry because none of the words above are mine except the title, but this passage reminded me of you.

i'm sorry,
but i do care about you.
i really do
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