Im drowning deeper and deeper in a dark place,
drifting further and further away from everyone and everything,
god this isnt fun.

where am i?
why am i here?
Im filled with fear.

slowly getting dragged deeper and deeper,
its so hard to breathe in this place.

Trying to get my last glimpse of light,trying to hard to whin this fight.
im loosing it,im loosing grip,

my eyes start to close,
no more luck,
im giving up.
-psm

when i was young i couldnt wait to grow up
to do all the things ive wanted to.

most importantly i wanted to be happy
and free.
i pictured growing up to be perfect.

but that wasnt reality.
dissapointemnt fled through my body
when i finally grew up.

its was the complete oposite of perfection.
it was deception.

but after all i never really grew up
im just a little girl in a big bad world.