You said you are afraid to lose me.
I never thought you were that strong,
Until you face your fear and left me.

Behind this strong woman that you admire,
Is a fragile girl who wears a mask to at least ease the pain.
Behind this strong image she portrays,
Is a lost soul who search for a reason to live.
She acts like she don't care about you anymore,
But she still hope it's you and her at the end.
Behind that smile she wore,
Shows an aching heart when the curtains fall.

And it kills her,
To show up to everyone
and pretend that she's okay.

You remind me everyday,
I am not enough.

If my eyes could just speak,
It will scream at the top of it's lungs
And try it's hardest to convey what it's feeling.

The pain,
the pressure,
the tiredness,
the unworthiness.

It will surely shatter
And break into pieces as it explodes
due to pain.

Always me and you.





Always.

"Reality will break your heart.
Survival will not be the hardest part.
It's keeping all your hopes alive,
When all the rest of you has died.
So let it break your heart."


-Paramore, 26