I've been teared apart, destroyed, hurt, and broken
The constant hell I've been living in is (has been) home
And it's sad to realize it's comfortable to be so numb

I'm tired of silently suffering and struggling

We look for love where we lost it.
We look for love where we'll never find it.

I would **** for you
but you wouldn't lift a finger
for me

It seems as if my absence didn't do anything to you, but your absence in my life made insanity, anxiety, and depression even more present.
I used to silence your demons but it seems you passed them off to me.

How sad it is to remember the sick feeling you got
When you felt their hand in places it shouldn't have gone
And you didn't have the heart to say no louder