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3.9k · Mar 2015
sinful mortals
princess joel Mar 2015
Are we truly pure?
Innocent mortals that are attached
to the surfaces of Earth as if they
were are own....?
Are our souls truly filled with the
toxic sins that were passed down
to us from our ancestor  so long ago?
The sins that have detached us
from the living or non living God.
The sins that have caused the flesh on
our bodies  to decay once our time has come.
The sins that caused humanity to question
the true meaning of love and hate while secretly
we choose to go against the meaning thats  
more important.
I guess not.....
we can't detached from something that
flows in our blood, and hides beneath our souls
no matter how toxic
poisonous
or infuriating it might be
its part of who we are
1.2k · Mar 2015
chippings
princess joel Mar 2015
I see the way you look at me.
Its like you're chipping away
the air around me.
Finding all the things Im not.
I dont want to be chiseled down...
reduced
I want to keep adding to who I am.
If you want to understand me,
you should keep adding too.
940 · Apr 2015
Regrets
princess joel Apr 2015
Im not used to being loved
I dont know what to do
I saw the way you looked at me
And i got scared
That you would leave like everyone else
Now you look at her like that
Because at least she knows how to love and be loved”
620 · Mar 2015
whats left
princess joel Mar 2015
i drank so much *****
because with every
sip of that burning
sour beverage
my world started to fade away
and i floated around oblivious
to the painful void you left me in
595 · Mar 2015
Speaking Tears
princess joel Mar 2015
sometimes,
crying is the only way
our eyes can speak
when our mouth can't explain how
broken our heart really is.
595 · Mar 2015
Looks
princess joel Mar 2015
You're in love with him
and he’s in love with you
and it’s like a ******* tragedy
because you look at him
and see the stars and he looks at you
and see the sun but you both think
the other is just looking at the ground.
586 · Oct 2015
You’ll be much happier.
princess joel Oct 2015
I’ve always had the fear of being inadequate, of not being good enough. I stressed about everything and wreaked myself.
It was only until I realised that this pain I inflicted on myself was because I was only trying to impress the people around me. Know that the only reason you are improving yourself should be because you are doing it for YOU.
You’ll be much happier.
557 · Mar 2015
against us
princess joel Mar 2015
Like the volcanic
wrath of Vesuvius
Pounding down on
Pompeii, a black
cloud of dust and
rubble descends
leaving us untouchable
ignoring the life around us
and escaping yet another
dreadful act to end our love
516 · Mar 2015
speaking tears
princess joel Mar 2015
sometimes,
crying is the only way
our eyes can speak
when our mouth can't explain how
broken our heart really is.
princess joel May 2015
For the girl i love
i cant show her but i can dream it
but when i try to make a move i just get shy
of what she might say
if its a yes or no
so i tried so hard that everyone found out
now i think if i should even ask
when we talk are conversations are nearly short that
i wish i could just ask her
but instead of going to her in person i write notes to her instead
and again i think if her answer will be yes
but if no then my eyes will overflow
with heartbroken tears
but still i will not give up i will keep on trying to win her heart
if not i shall live alone  in sorrow of what i had hoped for the two of us.......
490 · Jan 2016
abused
princess joel Jan 2016
"abused"?
no! that's not what this is
she may rip my thin skin with the whip of her switch
leave big, bold, purple bruises when she throws heavy blows at my face
punching, and kicking till she hears the very snap! of my rib cage and bones break
She's not abusing me when she stains my heart with toxic words of lies, and negativity about me
how im stupid, worthless, disgusting, ****** up, demented, and i waste of a soul
No......that's not abuse
its just her way of love, and physical nourishment
shes happy when im hurt
and that's all that matter
....happiness for one soul
482 · Mar 2015
Complex Blue eyes
princess joel Mar 2015
I use sarcasm to deflect
From the gaze of your
Piercing blue eyes
473 · Jul 2015
Settleing
princess joel Jul 2015
All I can ever ask of you is to please never settle for me. If I’m not what you’re looking for, if I’m not good enough for you, then don’t stay.Because you’ll end up leaving anyways
467 · Mar 2015
Untitled
princess joel Mar 2015
sometimes,
crying is the only way
our eyes can speak
when our mouth can't explain how
broken our heart really is.
437 · Jul 2015
Untitled
princess joel Jul 2015
me after death slams the hell’s gate open, takes off the bra and the shoes, sits on satan’s lap: I’m ******’ home, what’s the wifi password
426 · May 2015
imperceptive
princess joel May 2015
Does the blind know when
he nears death?
The blackness consuming
his reigning visions,
As he treads the edge of
existence and oblivion
What is truth and what
are delusions?
423 · Apr 2015
intentions
princess joel Apr 2015
My intentions
were never
to break you
but to mend you
   as u go
401 · Mar 2015
same love
princess joel Mar 2015
she sighed
stating the words
"I love you"
yet without hesitation
he whispered
"ditto"
399 · May 2015
~*~
princess joel May 2015
~*~
Where does one begin to describe your grace?
A cosmic entity, an enigma.
The moon is not unlike your eyes;
Lovers quaint gaze up in admiration,
Powerful enough to raise up the tides.
Roses may wilt, but you are immortal
In the minds of many who were enticed so.
A force of nature- the sun, rain, moon, wind,
You have mystifying excellence.
Flowers bejewel your hair, stars on your skin,
367 · Apr 2015
the difference
princess joel Apr 2015
she said, "lets do it"
he hesitated and asked
"which one in particular,
making love, or having ***"?
she answered, "why does it matter,
they're the same thing"
he replied, "not exactly, they both
require different things"
she asked,"what"?
he answered,"well one of them requires ******
*******
between to people who love each other, the other just
requires *******".
334 · Mar 2015
mistunderstood
princess joel Mar 2015
i'm misunderstood
misinterpreted by the
ones that know the littlest
about me.
Called names that spoil,
poison, and destroy who
I really am, or
who im searching to be.
Demonic witch,
ignorant child,
a waste of a good soul.
Crying in pain
drowning in grief
trying to figure out
what's really left to hold.
Reading the truth
portraying his wisdom
molding myself to be
more like him
His words the truth
attached with everything good
though i'm filled with so much finn.
327 · Mar 2015
Options
princess joel Mar 2015
My mind deserts my body
For an oasis it may never find.

It darts too high,
Scalds itself bone dry.
It plunges to depths unknown,
benumbed, chilled to the bone.

My mind is hells home
no matter the distance it roams.
I'm too hot and too cold.
Chaos beckons my life to fold.
317 · Oct 2015
Untitled
princess joel Oct 2015
She stood in a dress that made her look like sin, and it was fitting that her eyes drifted like smoke above her red lips. There is no Hell that is more enticing than her, drag me beneath the flames.
309 · Mar 2015
Justice
princess joel Mar 2015
Because world peace
with justice for all
is beyond our human
will or capability,
and violence is the only
way we know to
share out our
    pain.
291 · Mar 2015
OVER
princess joel Mar 2015
When a relationship is over
leave.
Don’t continue
watering a dead flower.
284 · Jul 2015
??
princess joel Jul 2015
??
So if we have to show women what the baby looks like in their womb and tell them how the process works before allowing them to get an abortion, does that mean we should teach our soldiers about the culture of the lands we’re invading, and explain to them that the people we want them to **** have families and feel pain, just like Americans?
279 · Mar 2015
Ok
princess joel Mar 2015
Ok
Lives are shaped
by your joys
and by your sorrows.
understanding them
makes us stronger.
274 · Apr 2015
letters
princess joel Apr 2015
**** it
Im sorry...
i've been meaning to say it
but the words you threw at me
forced the letters to conceal themselves
deep within my soul
like the rest of my guilt
267 · Apr 2015
what I see
princess joel Apr 2015
I've seen all
your demons,
and I still think
you are an angel
264 · May 2015
And she whispers ....
princess joel May 2015
Tomorrow’s ashes mingle with the warm noon air.
Temporary ifs, temporary gratification–
I want to catch my fleeting thoughts about tomorrow in a jar
before they become someone else’s riddle.
257 · Apr 2015
love = x+y?
princess joel Apr 2015
I don't understand this feeling
for now...
but i'm hoping with time  
i'll grow to figure out
its equation
253 · Apr 2015
leaving as is....
princess joel Apr 2015
A lot of the time,
If you ask me
What’s wrong,
I will probably tell you
‘A chemical imbalance
In my ******* brain.’
And then it’s best
To leave it at that.
241 · Jul 2015
Untitled
princess joel Jul 2015
Im tired and i want to be held by someone who loves me
234 · May 2015
(Her)
princess joel May 2015
I look at her in awe of her angelic beauty
trying to capture something so perfect with my eyes
in hopes that maybe my mind would learn to not question such
beauty but to learn to embrace it
or whats left of it....

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