How much i hate goodbyes..
Oh love..
how do I explain to you..
Everytime you leave..
These tears don't listen to me...when I say to stop as they roll down the cheeks ..
Your leaving shadow makes my heart numb..
Feels like its stoping thereby.. asking you not to go...
But I know I should let you go..
'coz i know it's not true love if it stops your love from getting to their destiny..

Whenever I was stuck...
She was always there...
But when asked for help...
she would refuse to help and would always say,
           "You are stuck 'coz u don't what's next..
             So try until you know what's best...
             and what  step to do next.."
On her answers, I would get annoyed...
But now when I've grown up into a lady,I understand what she wanted me to teach...
She always wanted me to teach that,
            No matter what...  she'll always be there by my side..To support me and to guide..
    But whatever things I will come across... I'll be the one...to handle them...
                  All alone... All by myself... ❤️

Is it normal
                  To not know where to go..??
Is it normal
                  Sometimes to lose control...??
Is it normal
                  Being reserved for yourself.??
Is it normal
                    Being such a mess.??
Is it normal
                   Being not perfect??
Is it normal
                    Sometimes to procrastinate??
Is it normal
                     To lose hope??
Is it normal
                     To stay all alone??
Is it normal
                    To close eyes along with the ears..  and not to see and hear what they do n say...??
Is it normal
                     Being child again.. living in the fantasy world .. believing magic and Fay again??
Is it normal
                     To run away.. when everything goes out of control??
Is it normal
                      Sometimes to hide your feelings and sometimes crying like babies??
Is it normal
                      Sometimes not to work by the plans??
Is it normal
                         Sometimes not to run parallel to the hands of the
    clock??
Is it normal
                   To fall in love with the silent and endless nights more than the blissfull dawns...???
Is it normal
                       to love just who u are...!!!