Do you know how many times I’ve dragged myself out of this hole before?
Countless for me to point out
And I would emerge smiling and shaking hands with everyone

Somehow in those priceless “I am finally moving forward moments”
I am back in the hole again
And I have to summon all my strength to drag myself out of the hole once more

Guess what I am here again and I look around me and everything is a mess
This time though I do not have strength to even at least make the hole habitable because It doesn’t seem like I’m getting out again anytime soon

Help me

I hope that one day you will realize that I too bleed when I am cut. I am flesh and blood as much as you are. Maybe then, you will cut me a little slack and allow me to be human too.

One without blame
In a world full of sin he came
So that we may not remain the same
I hope you will give him your shame
Because He is ready to give you His name
I promise He will re-ignite your flame
You will burn and on the streets his love proclaim

It always seemed like you liked me better quiet
So I went mute in your presence
It always seemed like you loved hearing the sound of your voice
So I became the audience to your non stop chatter

Your light in me illuminates everything good and lovely in me. I love me in you. I love me like you. I love your light in me.

Clear skies
What a surprise
Not a cloud in sight
Its almost as if there was no storm last night

I think at the beginning I did not believe it
But I was there…in the flesh…mentally a million miles away

Half of me excited, the other numb
In a way expecting something bad? to happen?

sigh …lurred me in. Finally I was all in.

My guard down.

My worst fears became true

Another side of you I saw.

And now my walls are back up again
Even Flynn Rider cannot ascend this tower

Its not that I do not want to let down my hair
It is just that I have no hair to let down any more