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はなろ Dec 2017
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stop showing me that you love me;
because you don’t.
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はなろ Dec 2017
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because of you,
my soul is bluer than a sky;
deeper than an ocean.
1.
はなろ Jan 2018
1.
an ocean becomes so cold,
i see a huge land of icy feeling.

i can’t melt it for...ever,
i can’t even break it
to see my old ocean inside
and drown myself into,

because i promise,
i swear,
i will not break it twice.
はなろ Jan 2018
i was living in an ocean,
sweet crowding around.
flowed away into a calm wave,
suddenly ramped in pain.

i told to an ocean,
i need an air.
tsunami of the ****** feeling,
broken me now in the mountain.

i saw an ocean cried inside,
spilled himself into a salty dejection.
i saw myself died inside,
killed by memorabilia.

i saw a sky above,
a clamorous silence.
i saw a pain will be relieved,
a lively hope came.

finally i could touch a sky,
but my feeling couldn’t.
finally i could run from an ocean,
but my feeling couldn’t.

“i won’t be drowned into an ocean again, forever.”,
i said.
“i want to be drowned into an ocean again, forever.”,
i wish.

and now,
i am faded
in a room
of no where.
a secret folder
はなろ Sep 2017
i talk deep to you
with deep eye

how's feeling?
はなろ Oct 2017
and this night,
i declare to myself;

stop for taking care of fears;
stop for smiling on tears;

i stop for loving you, dear.
はなろ Nov 2017
saya mati dibuat matanya

dari awal jumpa pertama,
mata itu beda tatapnya

mata itu punya bisa ya, tuan?
buat jiwa mati rasa sedemikian rupanya.

mata itu buat rasa selalu berdalih,
sekalipun hamba tahu tatap bukan penuh maksud

tapi rasa terus berdalih,
semakin berdalih semakin tumbuh rasanya

imajinasi semakin keras kepala,
rasa makin liar

boleh mata buat hamba seorang tuan?
boleh, kah?

karna raga dimakan waktu,
tapi rasa tak habis-habis

saya lelah karna tatap itu,
saya mati.
in bahasa
はなろ May 2017
Seeing those lips give a smile
wild and wet
while you are licking your heart-shaped loli
in the middle of the Eucharist
seductively

God is faded
Your body comes so real
My soul gets blackout
Lust shines so fine

Hail satan, you said
I'm dead
Why do lolitas have a good taste in style and become more sensual?
はなろ Sep 2017
you touch my fantasy
warm my soul up
kiss my mind
bite my heart

in no word

then leave.
はなろ Sep 2017
how can i keep you here with me

if
i only have fears.

fear of starting our conversation;
fear of looking at your eyes more than a second;
fear of walking beside you.

fear of being rejected;
fear of being hurt;

fear of losing you.
はなろ Oct 2017
feelings grew up in a sad soul
feelings grew up and up
this painful feeling grew up, up, and up
i love you from the start
you break me from the start
はなろ Dec 2016
But how
How Peter Pan hold Wendy
Let her fly with him
And keep her safe by himself

Wendy never release his grip
The stranger
Whom she believe on

If they aren't attracted each other




But how
How tinker bell keep her broken soul up
to stand by his side
Every time

If there is no love

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