i was living in an ocean,
sweet crowding around.
flowed away into a calm wave,
suddenly ramped in pain.
i told to an ocean,
i need an air.
tsunami of the ****** feeling,
broken me now in the mountain.
i saw an ocean cried inside,
spilled himself into a salty dejection.
i saw myself died inside,
killed by memorabilia.
i saw a sky above,
a clamorous silence.
i saw a pain will be relieved,
a lively hope came.
finally i could touch a sky,
but my feeling couldn’t.
finally i could run from an ocean,
but my feeling couldn’t.
“i won’t be drowned into an ocean again, forever.”,
i said.
“i want to be drowned into an ocean again, forever.”,
i wish.
and now,
i am faded
in a room
of no where.
a secret folder