i was living in an ocean,
sweet crowding around.
flowed away into a calm wave,
suddenly ramped in pain.

i told to an ocean,
i need an air.
tsunami of the ****** feeling,
broken me now in the mountain.

i saw an ocean cried inside,
spilled himself into a salty dejection.
i saw myself died inside,
killed by memorabilia.

i saw a sky above,
a clamorous silence.
i saw a pain will be relieved,
a lively hope came.

finally i could touch a sky,
but my feeling couldn’t.
finally i could run from an ocean,
but my feeling couldn’t.

“i won’t be drowned into an ocean again, forever.”,
i said.
“i want to be drowned into an ocean again, forever.”,
i wish.

and now,
i am faded
in a room
of no where.

stop showing me that you love me;
because you don’t.

and this night,
i declare to myself;

stop for taking care of fears;
stop for smiling on tears;

i stop for loving you, dear.