That was only chapter one did I forget to mention that I wasn't done things just started to get fun so relax and sunbathe in the sun
Lets cut out all the hullabaloo *** now we're in chapter two its time to get buggin like fuu and turn you around until you get *******
You heard my story so lets stick around for his after party and try not to b so cardi or a playboi or else you could get this poetry in motion like a hardy
He thought he was the kid of karate til he got stuck doing a jazz pilate all because Santa said he was naughty since his mouth was like a *****
But he was fearless with no fear God fearing but things still weren't fair just like the maiden who left him broken stole his keys and left him looking for bus fare hoping for a miracle like "******* why won't you appear"
He held the wheel but couldn't steer with death giving him a death stare and he only had to climb up that one stair but why would anyone think or care about someone who had no flare
But lets take a look at reality but through the oculus and watch the apocalypse settle down in his mind where the monstrous demons from the unknown started to make him feel anonymous
He was in his prime like optimus but he kept running in a zig zag line the people thought he was nauseous and no matter how mich he tried to be cautious he couldn't make his destiny autonomous
He thought he could strike lightening like laxus and he tried to bolt tackle like pikachu but everyone just kept asking him "Are u-sain?"
All his efforts were in vain he wasted all his time behind scenes with no name his life was like a planetary devastation filled with pain and he didn't have an umbrella to walk through the rain
He was in love but got blue ticked, wanted to ride her waves and listen to her hearts acoustics, but learned he wasn't the only tooth picked and in the end still couldn't face the music
This is the end of the chapter and I thought I couldn't lose it, his hearts going through a punic and he can't save his documents because he lost the rubric so he started burning tulips and there was no cure for his state of mind he was incurable the opposite of therapeutic

Lost my savagery when you savagely killed a savage who acted so savvy
But couldn't manage being a manager managing a team full of degenerates
That were below average but couldn't use it to his advantage
He couldn't move like a cabbage in the patch and his eye was patched like patchy pirating spongebob off of nick
Left in a bit of a pickle pickled up in a jar and couldn't pick out the edges so he cropped himself out the pic
Later on the script got flipped his mind drifted out to sea with flipper and his lights dimmed out because Nosferatu was flipping the switch
He quickly got suited up like a quint and everyone thought he was quick to quit but since he couldn't see he'd just squint but it was too dark like a window tint
He took in too much oxygen so they doused the splint and gave him a mint but he couldn't take a hint that his breath should be put up for rent
He was I and I was he and nobody could beat the heat he'd surpass twelve inches and you couldn't walk in his feet that'd just be another challenge he could defeat
Before all that he tried to get them to sign a treaty but they didn't treat him nice so he played a game of trick or treat til they gave him something nice to eat
In the end he made amends started trending but skipped the trends, sent a friend request but ditched his friends and began to tie up loose ends
He ran out of ink so I finished the story of how I became glorious and victoriously found the glory adventured like Rick and Morty and now he's finally made his-story

They say home is where the heart is and my heart is always with you
And with my knees deep in flowers I skip on to the beat of your heart waiting for my cue
I'd go through the depths of the ocean through hell and back if it meant what has started will never finish
It doesn't matter if I die in the process just as long as our love will never diminish
Some people call me a faucet but there's no way you can drain out my heart
My love for you is never ending and its unique and beautiful like da Vinci's art
The book has already been opened and the first few pages were written
Now that we're together all I can do is nothing but express these emotions that were hidden
Untold secrets lie beyond the point of no return but for me returning is and never was one of my options
I've fallen so deeply in love with you after so many schemes and crazy love concoctions
Sometimes I ask myself why am I still here but then I always remember the answer
You're the only reason why I still have a physical form on this earth and I can't remove you from my mind like a brain cancer
Love is one of many words people learned how to utilize for their own selfish desires
But with every word I speak comes my deep and heavy emotions with no attached strings or wires
If I hadn't met you when I did I'd be lost wondering the earth like a slave
You were first my friend til I had awoken something more powerful and now my heart is where your name is engraved
Ever since I've realized the way I felt about you I couldn't stop my volcano from erupting
You're apart of my orchestra and you stand right beside me while I'm conducting
The sweet melodies of our love that never loses its strength but strengthens itself each day the sun rises
All I can tell you right now is that along the road expect a few things so don't be too shocked by all the surprises
On this blessed day I'm happy that I'm able to call such a beautiful, intelligent, courageous and strong  young lady mine
I would tell you the way I feel about you but I'd have to much to say but for now all I can say is I love you Happy Valentines!

If it wasn't for the love from above I wouldn't have found my dove whom I'll always protect
We're closed on the same circuit feeling the static of the electricity as our hearts connect
We've had our ups and downs and I don't care what anyone says your flaws are what make you the person I love
You're the only reason I'm still able to walk on my feet I'm the foul ball that landed in the mitts of your glove
People always change in mysterious ways, but jinkies I'd rather sit back and solve all your mysteries
If anyone was to ever lay a hand on you I might go berserk and surgically strike back with a hundred different bistouries
People say its hopeless to think things will last forever but I believe anything will go far as long you have the ability to believe
We have so many obstacles lying ahead of us and when life decides to throw heavy blows we'll just bob and weave
We were just ordinary people with no sense of direction but we're learning and slowly growing
I'm glad that I've found you, No! There's no word that can express why I'm better off knowing
That I have someone that I can always protect, care for, look after, love and share every emotion
I'll be with you to the end with the love of my life standing behind me through thick and thin through all the drama and commotion
They say behind every great man stands a great woman and you're the one who takes that position in my life
With any enemy that heads in our direction you'll be the big machine and I'll be covering you from above, I'll be the snipe
I know that If I had taken that left turn I don't know where I would've been tonight
Nothing can change the way I feel about you and there's no one who can stop me from giving you my undivided love Mrs. Right

The words I speak aren't the words I mean
Only making whats on the inside sound like a dream
The actions I pursue are nothing else but a blessing and a curse
I make it seem like its all fun and games until it ends up getting worse
I struggle to show people the real me
So I separate myself and I like an apostrophe
I take leaps without the cord attached but I plunge futher and further to my death
With the way I act and the life I lead I feel like I might breathe my last breath
Don't mind the ******* you see on a day to day basis who keeps who he is lurking in the shadows
But try to look beyond that wall to see the determined young man who wants nothing more but to help those who continue to suffer and carry all those logos
Why is it that no one can look past the act and for once take me seriously when I ask for the chance
Because some day I'll just wanna sing like David sang and dance like David danced
I hide who I am because no one can comprehend whether I'm being delusional or the person they see in the end
I act stupid, but only to see a smile on the face of someone who couldn't take it anymore, for someone who couldn't turn to any other friend
I don't regret my actions but I either pity and own them or believe that this is something I want to continue
But now I realize I must make some changes to my schedule and create a new agenda so I can leave my venue
Don't get me wrong I still wanna have fun with all the fun and games but right now I'm just tired of feeling ashamed
Because each time it drives me further and further to becoming a young man who's lost the meaning of his name
If it were so easy I would show the person living on the inside and the person I aspire to be
I pray to God that I don't lose who I am because that's the one thing I hold dear and closest to me
I'd rather let out the person hiding on the inside trying to make who he really is known, but thats only if I could
Because I can't stay quiet, I want people to know that I'm tired of being Misunderstood

My body's slipping off the deep end while my mind is trying to climb a ladder that's been sabotaged
All because I slipped up from the right path and now the devil's trying to attack me along with his entourage
My lens used to be crystal but now light reaches nowhere near my retina leaving my eyes opaque
And every word I utter I begin to regret because its only giving me a toothache
I look back along the lines trying to retrace my steps only to see all these mistakes
Noticing that there is so much sin stacked up that I'm running out of clean plates
But now that I know where I went wrong must back to a go perilous journey that only seems like a loop hole
Because I start to fix myself back to normal but only to realize I'm only moving further away from my goal
Its pointless trying to fix a record that's been scratched and can only keep replaying back
The same old lines that stop me from reaching the end of the track
And now I'm just trying to find the perfect mixture to cancel out the darkness lying within my mind
Because no matter how much warnings I get I always try to dodge the signs
And fall into the enemy's trap straying me away from the sacred message that I held dear
Leaving to live me with one terrifying fear
Which is the fear that I can never return to the right path and that I'll always live alone
Now I must wait and all my joy must be postponed
Because the undying sadness lying within me never seems to leave
Which is the reason why I can never com-promise myself and the life I grieve
With all these problems making my eyes weep
I know I'm On The Edge Of A Promise I Can't Keep

One's heart can only take so much damage, but somehow endures a catastrophe
Everyone's like the letters in contractions so close together but I'm always that last letter spaced out and set apart by an apostrophe
I have so many frames with canvases turning black and blue while the red seeps threw my veins and out my body
And each frame has several cracks waiting to create a big trench that either makes me seem depressed or shoddy
But it all could've been avoided if I had stopped trying to fill the void with a another human being that seemed to understand
The way I felt and who I was but in the end that relationship just seems to be nothing more than contraband
As I eagerly await a future of hope rather than despair
The cracks continue to deepen themselves because I know nobody's there
And it pains me the most because I now realize I was destined to be alone
Since there really is no hope of finding my true home
I just sit back allowing that fragile glass to break
As depression drives me away from love turning my eyes opaque
And the thought hits me that I every time I said "These emotions that awake"
It turned out to be these emotions that were fake
I hold nothing but a vacuum-like glass vase in between my rib cage with a giant whole sitting on top
And its just moments away from losing its handles and ending up like humpty dumpty after his drop
The smile that brightens my face only darkens my blood
Holding in these insidious emotions, forming a tsunami, ready to flood
I just feel as if I should ease the pain away but there's nothing sharp enough in the drawer
Because there's nothing but darkness settling in my core
I've made one bad decision which lead to a whole life of painful judgement
Now my life needs to be fixed but there's no way to make any adjustments
I've never had a drink but I might ease the pain away with a sip of Henny
Because my heart is about to shatter into One Piece Too Many