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I'm still scared That I'm going to **** myself I still cannot take baths With candle light Burning incense To clear my head And the water's too hot Numbing my body Stuffy air That makes my eyes water Remembering that night I cannot submerge my head Underwater In case I decide I do not want to surface again I could take all the drugs in the world get high as a kite Trying to feel something more than this This nothingness Goes deeper than Beneath my skin I am dead inside
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May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 1:28 PM UTC
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I'm still scared That I'm going to **** myself I still cannot take baths With candle light Burning incense To clear my head And the water's too hot Numbing my body Stuffy air That makes my eyes water Remembering that night I cannot submerge my head Underwater In case I decide I do not want to surface again I could take all the drugs in the world get high as a kite Trying to feel something more than this This nothingness Goes deeper than Beneath my skin I am dead inside
I don't know how to express how I'm feeling but **** it's getting bad again and I need more than my life to feel alive anymore
#suicide#feelings#hate#death#drugs#dead#down#numb#baths#calm
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May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 1:28 PM UTC
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