Because it’s not only “I want to **** myself”
Sometimes it’s so much more than that
Because saying that you want to **** yourself
Or to be
Dead
Is scary
Sometimes it may be sleeping way too much
Or eating less than you should
Or not caring about anything or anyone
Sometimes it’s the need to be alone even though you crave someone so badly
Or staring at a blank wall for an hour
Or not having enough tears left to cry
They say if you wanted to **** yourself you would just do it
But there still is a little bit of hope in my heart
I still believe than someone might help me
But I’m too afraid to ask
It’s so **** stupid
If I have literally nothing to lose
If my life is worth so little to me right now
Why don’t I just try
Its because my brain has already given up
But my heart’s still beating
And it won’t stop until my brain shuts it out
Dec 27, 2020
Dec 27, 2020 at 9:08 PM UTC
Because it’s not only “I want to **** myself”
Sometimes it’s so much more than that
Because saying that you want to **** yourself
Or to be
Dead
Is scary
Sometimes it may be sleeping way too much
Or eating less than you should
Or not caring about anything or anyone
Sometimes it’s the need to be alone even though you crave someone so badly
Or staring at a blank wall for an hour
Or not having enough tears left to cry
They say if you wanted to **** yourself you would just do it
But there still is a little bit of hope in my heart
I still believe than someone might help me
But I’m too afraid to ask
It’s so **** stupid
If I have literally nothing to lose
If my life is worth so little to me right now
Why don’t I just try
Its because my brain has already given up
But my heart’s still beating
And it won’t stop until my brain shuts it out