It' odd to not be sure how you're feeling
To not know what's going on inside your own head
You're a mystery that can only be solved by yourself
Sometimes I feel like people can control if
They want to feel something or not
For them it's a switch
It's not so easy for me
It takes a lot just to block it out
The pain,
The thoughts,
The urges...
It's hard to control an urge
Your gut and your mind says "yes"
Regardless of your answer
Your mind is high, not letting you think straight
Maybe deep down inside your heart
You know it's wrong
But you can't help it
Feelings are so very complicated
Maybe they're a curse
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 1:30 PM UTC
It' odd to not be sure how you're feeling
To not know what's going on inside your own head
You're a mystery that can only be solved by yourself
Sometimes I feel like people can control if
They want to feel something or not
For them it's a switch
It's not so easy for me
It takes a lot just to block it out
The pain,
The thoughts,
The urges...
It's hard to control an urge
Your gut and your mind says "yes"
Regardless of your answer
Your mind is high, not letting you think straight
Maybe deep down inside your heart
You know it's wrong
But you can't help it
Feelings are so very complicated
Maybe they're a curse
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