I take the first sip
then take a deep breath
A sigh of relief
Reassurance of my comfort zone
My head is quiet
I feel alive
I feel everything
Everything feels great
It's a few sips later
I feel a pain, the pain
Just under my right breast
I am killing myself and I can't stop it
Apr 6, 2018
Apr 6, 2018 at 2:44 PM UTC
I take the first sip
then take a deep breath
A sigh of relief
Reassurance of my comfort zone
My head is quiet
I feel alive
I feel everything
Everything feels great
It's a few sips later
I feel a pain, the pain
Just under my right breast
I am killing myself and I can't stop it