I used to like a lot of things
But now the magic’s gone,
So here’s a list of things I hate
Sorry if I ramble on…
I hate the way my voice sounds
When I’m talking to my "friends"
I hate the long and lonely nights
They never seem to end
I hate the sunlight in my eyes
The tears steadily fall
I hate the people in this house
My Mom, my Dad, I hate them all
I hate the way my body looks
I hate the fat and curves
I hate the way my brain functions
I’m always on my own nerves
I hate that I’m forced to write
Just to keep my memory
I hate the people I cry over
When they were happy leaving me
I hate that I rely on drugs
To keep me in a decent mood
I hate that my body physically rejects
all attempts at eating food
I hate that I'm always sorry
For things that aren’t my fault
I hate the thoughts my brain creates
I can’t deal with the assault
I hate all of the little things
Hanging on my shelf
But the one thing that I hate the most
Is how much I hate myself
Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 1:55 PM UTC
I used to like a lot of things
But now the magic’s gone,
So here’s a list of things I hate
Sorry if I ramble on…
I hate the way my voice sounds
When I’m talking to my "friends"
I hate the long and lonely nights
They never seem to end
I hate the sunlight in my eyes
The tears steadily fall
I hate the people in this house
My Mom, my Dad, I hate them all
I hate the way my body looks
I hate the fat and curves
I hate the way my brain functions
I’m always on my own nerves
I hate that I’m forced to write
Just to keep my memory
I hate the people I cry over
When they were happy leaving me
I hate that I rely on drugs
To keep me in a decent mood
I hate that my body physically rejects
all attempts at eating food
I hate that I'm always sorry
For things that aren’t my fault
I hate the thoughts my brain creates
I can’t deal with the assault
I hate all of the little things
Hanging on my shelf
But the one thing that I hate the most
Is how much I hate myself