When I wrote you this, I was in a really bad place
do you remember?
My faith is practically dead right now, future me
do you remember?
You're missing the woman you love that you lost
do you remember?
She's that sparkle of gold stuck in your soul
do you remember?
Or how strained things are between Kayla and you
do you remember?
Remember that night you wanted to end it all?
do you remember?
Have you come to terms with your friend's suicide, yet?
do you remember?
You're going to be a warrior someday... I have to endure
do you remember?
Has anyone wanted your love, your passion?
do you remember?
I hope you're married by the time I read this again...
do you remember?
Maybe you'll still be where I am now, stuck in love
do you remember?
Just know it was worth it, loving her. Even though she's lost...
do you remember?
Apr 25, 2017
Apr 25, 2017 at 2:05 PM UTC
When I wrote you this, I was in a really bad place
do you remember?
My faith is practically dead right now, future me
do you remember?
You're missing the woman you love that you lost
do you remember?
She's that sparkle of gold stuck in your soul
do you remember?
Or how strained things are between Kayla and you
do you remember?
Remember that night you wanted to end it all?
do you remember?
Have you come to terms with your friend's suicide, yet?
do you remember?
You're going to be a warrior someday... I have to endure
do you remember?
Has anyone wanted your love, your passion?
do you remember?
I hope you're married by the time I read this again...
do you remember?
Maybe you'll still be where I am now, stuck in love
do you remember?
Just know it was worth it, loving her. Even though she's lost...
do you remember?
I gotta say, it's hard to write to your future self...
The title and repetition is my hopes that I'll forget the Hell I'm living in right now...
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