it would be so easy
if only i hated you
if only i despised the way you
hit me so hard
if only i was disgusted by
how you enjoy my pain
instead of craving your touch
and reaching out for that love
that i'll never find
instead of being happy
whenever you decide to
deem me worthy of being tortured
instead of forgiving
everything and anything
but that's why you're still here
cause you'll always be gold for me
Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 11:23 AM UTC
it would be so easy
if only i hated you
if only i despised the way you
hit me so hard
if only i was disgusted by
how you enjoy my pain
instead of craving your touch
and reaching out for that love
that i'll never find
instead of being happy
whenever you decide to
deem me worthy of being tortured
instead of forgiving
everything and anything
but that's why you're still here
cause you'll always be gold for me
and i hope you never leave
