bottomless-pit - Hello Poetry

i will ***** your love out like sweet acid it lies at the bottom of my stomach and comes up triggered by memories by fleeting moments the salty love of countless men lying at the pit for ages the taste of bitter tears mixing into a most cruel of cocktails i will ***** my sins out

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Sep 25, 2016

Sep 25, 2016 at 5:16 PM UTC

*****

i will ***** your love out like sweet acid it lies at the bottom of my stomach and comes up triggered by memories by fleeting moments the salty love of countless men lying at the pit for ages the taste of bitter tears mixing into a most cruel of cocktails i will ***** my sins out

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it would be so easy if only i hated you if only i despised the way you hit me so hard if only i was disgusted by how you enjoy my pain instead of craving your touch and reaching out for that love that i'll never find instead of being happy whenever you decide to deem me worthy of being tortured instead of forgiving everything and anything but that's why you're still here cause you'll always be gold for me

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Apr 11, 2016

Apr 11, 2016 at 11:23 AM UTC

you're not an angel

it would be so easy if only i hated you if only i despised the way you hit me so hard if only i was disgusted by how you enjoy my pain instead of craving your touch and reaching out for that love that i'll never find instead of being happy whenever you decide to deem me worthy of being tortured instead of forgiving everything and anything but that's why you're still here cause you'll always be gold for me

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sometimes when i do my hair hairspray in hand i think about how easy it would be to flick a lighter and set myself on fire

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Apr 10, 2016

Apr 10, 2016 at 3:29 PM UTC

warning: extremely inflammable

sometimes when i do my hair hairspray in hand i think about how easy it would be to flick a lighter and set myself on fire

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destroy me, push me down, hurt me kick me, kick me until i go numb make me cry with your words, don't show mercy, lash at me hit me straight on my face, hit again on the other cheek, hit so hard that my brains tremble tell me how useless i am, tell me how stupid i am, tell me how much more insignificant i am don't let me sleep, don't let me be, don't let me do anything **** me slowly with your cruelty, torture the life out of me with your abuse comment on everything i do and all my faults and get mad at me every time i do something wrong always remind me of who i am and what my place is, but don't remember my identity, instead shred it into bits and throw it away, so that i will be nothing but your toy make hearing my name only a reminder that i'll never hear it the same way again make my name a symbol for a blind dog that is beaten even after it stops whimpering don't warn me, punish me straightaway, do whatever you want to me without asking tie me to the wall with chains and make me perform tricks like a dog because i am your pet

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Apr 8, 2016

Apr 8, 2016 at 6:21 PM UTC

****** me

destroy me, push me down, hurt me kick me, kick me until i go numb make me cry with your words, don't show mercy, lash at me hit me straight on my face, hit again on the other cheek, hit so hard that my brains tremble tell me how useless i am, tell me how stupid i am, tell me how much more insignificant i am don't let me sleep, don't let me be, don't let me do anything **** me slowly with your cruelty, torture the life out of me with your abuse comment on everything i do and all my faults and get mad at me every time i do something wrong always remind me of who i am and what my place is, but don't remember my identity, instead shred it into bits and throw it away, so that i will be nothing but your toy make hearing my name only a reminder that i'll never hear it the same way again make my name a symbol for a blind dog that is beaten even after it stops whimpering don't warn me, punish me straightaway, do whatever you want to me without asking tie me to the wall with chains and make me perform tricks like a dog because i am your pet

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your sweet face starvation your white fingers desperation my filthy head sensations

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Apr 8, 2016

Apr 8, 2016 at 5:48 PM UTC

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your sweet face starvation your white fingers desperation my filthy head sensations

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you sit on the sofa and watch tv while i lie on the floor and when the pain gives way i move on those limbs you wounded i crawl to your feet and look up to you “hey, dog. come up here.” i heave my body up when i sit next to you i think what i’m feeling is definitely “happiness”

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Apr 8, 2016

Apr 8, 2016 at 5:05 PM UTC

you treat me so well

you sit on the sofa and watch tv while i lie on the floor and when the pain gives way i move on those limbs you wounded i crawl to your feet and look up to you “hey, dog. come up here.” i heave my body up when i sit next to you i think what i’m feeling is definitely “happiness”

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