No. Stop, please... How do you not know how strong you are? You are human aren't you- made of star stuffs like me? Pieced together, clawing at existence for another day. Each breathe belies worth, there was effort in your breathing. How do you not see it? That's the difference between the living and the dead- the shear desire to survive. You have paid the price already to exist. Fight for it, life is worth how you struggle for it. You gain what you put in. There is no fun in easy, only grey, weary complacency tired and in its bed. Do not fall simply to your rest, swallowed whole by puffed up sheets- Strive for the colored life. Splashed with passion's hues pulled from the painted memory of any human soul- that is when living truly comes to life.