And I write. I write about everything I did and regret, I write about everything I lost and missed, I write about a darkness that's lurking in my head. And I write. I write about stars, space and bliss, I write about the nights I spent sleepless, I write about the internal extraterrestrial intelligence. And I write. I write about stolen kisses and awkward hugs, I write about sharing a bed and drugs, I write about drunken *** and whisky jugs. And I write. I write about literature and poetry, I write about Sexton making out with Bukowski, I write about Akhmatova painting Dostoevesky. And I write. I write about music and lovely symphonies, I write about Tchaikovsky waltzing with Vivaldi, I write about a world where we dance as we please. And I write. I write about childhood lost not forgotten, I write about battered women and abused children, I write about you and them. I write me every now and then. And I write.